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So, I have a lot to be grateful for. I have God for starters. The two friends I actually have are both Christian. I have an awesome family. I have a job and car. I go to school and make really good grades. So why do I still feel like something is missing? I feel like my life still needs something in it to make it complete. I feel lonely all the time. If I'm not at school or work, I'm just sitting at home watching tv wishing I was out doing something like most normal people. I have always been a bit on the shy side. I have never really got asked to hang out with someone. I pretty much have to beg to hang out with them. I don't think there's that much wrong with me. I'm a very sweet girl, I don't think I'm that ugly, I'm smart, I consider myself fun to be around, I don't smoke, drink, cuss, anything. I am a true christian. But yet I'm all alone on a Friday night. What gives? So when a member of the opposite gender actually likes me, I jump the gun because I'm desperate to find that love and that void inside me. You see, my mom and dad got divorced after 20 years of marriage and now it's like I'm on a whole different planet from my dad. He favors my brother and he told me he wants nothing to do with me. So I am always trying to find someone to fill that emptiness. To show me love that no one else would. Then I end up doing things I regret and get hurt really bad. I fall way too easily for guys because for once I feel loved when I'm with them. Then they leave me heartbroken. I'm sorry I am just rambling to some strangers, but I really need some advice from some christians. I'm tired of living my life like this.