I talked to a buddy of mine recently who asked me about why I left my old church...stepped down from the praise & worship team...and walked away from it all at one point...not God,but just the whole institution of church. "I'm not justifying it!" ,I said to him...just being real. This song,though it means something different I'm sure to the band that wrote it,sort of sums up how I felt the 7 years I was there...and after awhile,I felt like I wasn't hearing God..that I was only up there playing for the people because they "loved" me & because the church would have no drummer if I stepped down...anyways,for a long time in my walk with God,I felt like the words of this song. I thank Him for his love & patience with me...for seeing me out of this oppressive mindset. The song is beautiful & sad...but it reminds me of where I've come from & how much I've grown since. I hope you can gain some insight into me...or maybe you can relate. Enjoy!
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