Very funny, charming replies and a pleasure to read.
I am ready to live holy union as Victoria who and all I am.
Although I do as person also have improvements to make such as become a better cleaner, get into exercising again etc but these are things we can inspire, encourage eachother with.
(wife to be training booticamp customised personalised tailormade perhapz hmmm)
I actually lived alone out in the bush with no electricity because was solar and was raining as in pouring everyday for months,, toads in bed with me, bat that slept above me indoors and flew around, rats, no showers, outdoor dunny, leaches everywhere, no communications (the list goes on)
Loved the trees and rainforest and animals still was a experience ..
I left a letter about John on a log (although it one with log now after all rain)there it read "I know without a shadow of a doubt you are my John now" (that is what I wrote and felt anyway)
Now I moved to apartment with electricity, warm showers (other place had no shower but a outdoor hut with bathtub fill with hose but a leach joined me
) and communications etc...aaaaaaaaaaaaa
I didnt have contact then though
I am Johns and John knows me very well and deeply.
Think we can talk about everything and he could tell me if there was anything he want improvement with.
I know there are many things I would like improve with my person but circumstances have been as they have been.
I will to be and do my best and improve where I am lacking.
Fixable thingz can be fixed.Its who i am, my soul , spirit etc that he loves and knows deeply.And yes, I know that can and does give him joy as he does me just by "being"..
The "leave toilet seat up" (bad) , messyness etc is something we would have to talk about and improve.