Loosening faith and having doubt becoming an Atheist

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Well hey guys so far I'm starting to hate life and feel more insure. I thought about committing suicide not even caring if I was going to die and go to hell for all eternity. I'm starting consinder to be an Atheist. I can't even related to other christian and I don't have any friends. My family don't even care about me. I don't see God doesn't have any plan for me in my life.
 
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What sort of plan should God have for your life? Are you already doing as many of the things you can that He has asked you/us to do for Him?
 

Ariel82

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Sonia, it's hard to see past the darkness, but the fact you have internet and know how to type means someone loved you enough to teach you and fed you,
 

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Well hey guys so far I'm starting to hate life and feel more insure. I thought about committing suicide not even caring if I was going to die and go to hell for all eternity. I'm starting consinder to be an Atheist. I can't even related to other christian and I don't have any friends. My family don't even care about me. I don't see God doesn't have any plan for me in my life.
****I felt the same when I was 20----God is real----He loves you---think about someone you love or care about---God loves you more than that (even in sin)----He doesn't want you in sin---give it to Him---find real Christians that will accept you and love you----read the gospel of John---log on and discuss it...
 

Ariel82

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Here is a hotline..please call it.

1-800-273-8255
 
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****I felt the same when I was 20----God is real----He loves you---think about someone you love or care about---God loves you more than that (even in sin)----He doesn't want you in sin---give it to Him---find real Christians that will accept you and love you----read the gospel of John---log on and discuss it...
How could God love someone if he happened to be a jealous God? He kill the people in Sodom and Gomorrah? He even kill people in Egypt? Just because of their sin even though they were human? Oh ya let not forget what God did to Saul, Ramson, and Korah? He listed the people who won't go to heaven will having them cast out the lake of fire forever.
 

Ariel82

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Let's make it less theoretical and more practical.
Make it to a level humans control:

What are your thoughts on prison?

Would you have murderers, child molestors, people who sacrificed their kids by fire to demons, be allowed to wander free?

How about slavery?

Domestic abuse?

Starvation?
 
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Let's make it less theoretical and more practical.
Make it to a level humans control:

What are your thoughts on prison?

Would you have murderers, child molestors, people who sacrificed their kids by fire to demons, be allowed to wander free?

How about slavery?

Domestic abuse?

Starvation?
And what is your thought and human level?
 
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Well hey guys so far I'm starting to hate life and feel more insure. I thought about committing suicide not even caring if I was going to die and go to hell for all eternity. I'm starting consinder to be an Atheist. I can't even related to other christian and I don't have any friends. My family don't even care about me. I don't see God doesn't have any plan for me in my life.
I know sometimes life slams you so hard you have to look up to see the bottom.

People

Family

Circumstances

work/school

unreasonable deadlines/pressures

Tragedy with a pet ,friend,family.

And worse yet,sometimes a combination of the above.

Well,God is in the "turning it on a dime" business.
 

Blain

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Sonia Please read my testimony in my signature, believe me as bad as things might be for you trust me I more than a lot of people should have felt as you do.

Believe me when i say things can so much worse and I didn't even describe the worst stuff in it either
 

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I feel very weird with all these people calling out my na-

Oh, excuse me. That was nothing! Anyway, welcome to CC, and hope that you find some answers here :)
 
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Sonia Please read my testimony in my signature, believe me as bad as things might be for you trust me I more than a lot of people should have felt as you do.

Believe me when i say things can so much worse and I didn't even describe the worst stuff in it either
I had already read this testimony a long time???? Anyways I'm starting to hate being a christian even though I no longer consinder myself one I guess I should say that I'm a ex-christian. I'm also starting to feel envious and jealous with girl at my age who seem to beautiful and have a friends at school. While I'm nothing but a loner who doesn't have any friends what so ever or not able to talk to someone. I don't really have one to sit at lunch. Also my cousin seem to have a better life than me since her parent aren't divorced, she has friends, and have many clothes and a house. (she atheists btw) I however don't have none of those thing. I hate how some christian girl online
always blabber how great their life is even though their pretty much bragging it. Such as having friend, parents, church and so on. It also happened to be annoying majority of the christian write cliches story online I can't never related to the main characters since the main characters are always beautiful and not flawless. There one movie I'm starting to dislike which is God not dead which portrayed how athiest are supposly evil
 

Blain

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I had already read this testimony a long time???? Anyways I'm starting to hate being a christian even though I no longer consinder myself one I guess I should say that I'm a ex-christian. I'm also starting to feel envious and jealous with girl at my age who seem to beautiful and have a friends at school. While I'm nothing but a loner who doesn't have any friends what so ever or not able to talk to someone. I don't really have one to sit at lunch. Also my cousin seem to have a better life than me since her parent aren't divorced, she has friends, and have many clothes and a house. (she atheists btw) I however don't have none of those thing. I hate how some christian girl online
always blabber how great their life is even though their pretty much bragging it. Such as having friend, parents, church and so on. It also happened to be annoying majority of the christian write cliches story online I can't never related to the main characters since the main characters are always beautiful and not flawless. There one movie I'm starting to dislike which is God not dead which portrayed how athiest are supposly evil
I think your problem is your focused on yourself and comparing yourself to others. If you start thinking other people have everything going for them and you have nothing then that kind of thinking will consume you and is also a lie as well.
Life really is how you make it there is a reason why people who see the glass half full seem to have lots of friends and have a happy attitude about them people like to be around people like that if you see things as you do now then not many people will want to be around you.

You don't seem to like yourself you probably are not satisfied with your looks or a lot of things about you and you probably think others have it way better in life but your seeing through the wrong eyes I don't even know what you look like and I can honestly say you are absolutely radiant because I see with different eyes than others I don't look at appearances I look at what God sees not what man sees. And as for you being a Christian or not I cannot say that being a Christian is always flowers and rainbows but it's more than worth it. I used to be exactly like you so I know what it feels like. also I didn't like that movie either mainly because it just wasn't that good i didn't think it was saying atheists are evil though but if you need a friend I can be one for you
 

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I had already read this testimony a long time???? Anyways I'm starting to hate being a christian even though I no longer consinder myself one I guess I should say that I'm a ex-christian. I'm also starting to feel envious and jealous with girl at my age who seem to beautiful and have a friends at school. While I'm nothing but a loner who doesn't have any friends what so ever or not able to talk to someone. I don't really have one to sit at lunch. Also my cousin seem to have a better life than me since her parent aren't divorced, she has friends, and have many clothes and a house. (she atheists btw) I however don't have none of those thing. I hate how some christian girl online
always blabber how great their life is even though their pretty much bragging it. Such as having friend, parents, church and so on. It also happened to be annoying majority of the christian write cliches story online I can't never related to the main characters since the main characters are always beautiful and not flawless. There one movie I'm starting to dislike which is God not dead which portrayed how athiest are supposly evil
Sonia i need the strengh and peace of God most when i am going through the hardest times in my life.. The more i compare myself to others the more i start to get depressed.. So i don't spend my time comparing myself to others who seem to be in a better life situations then me..

Abandoning God will not suddenly make your life better.. You will still be you.. The only difference is that you will be suffering alone rather then having God with you.. God can and does give people who are suffering from things like depression and low self esteem Someone to relate to, Someone to talk to at any moment of the day... This world is unbearable when we feel we are all alone.. So don't let go of a true Friend...
 

Blain

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Sonia i need the strengh and peace of God most when i am going through the hardest times in my life.. The more i compare myself to others the more i start to get depressed.. So i don't spend my time comparing myself to others who seem to be in a better life situations then me..

Abandoning God will not suddenly make your life better.. You will still be you.. The only difference is that you will be suffering alone rather then having God with you.. God can and does give people who are suffering from things like depression and low self esteem Someone to relate to, Someone to talk to at any moment of the day... This world is unbearable when we feel we are all alone.. So don't let go of a true Friend...
I agree there were many times when he was the only who understand what I was going through and was the only one who could comfort me
 
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I think your problem is your focused on yourself and comparing yourself to others. If you start thinking other people have everything going for them and you have nothing then that kind of thinking will consume you and is also a lie as well.
Life really is how you make it there is a reason why people who see the glass half full seem to have lots of friends and have a happy attitude about them people like to be around people like that if you see things as you do now then not many people will want to be around you.

You don't seem to like yourself you probably are not satisfied with your looks or a lot of things about you and you probably think others have it way better in life but your seeing through the wrong eyes I don't even know what you look like and I can honestly say you are absolutely radiant because I see with different eyes than others I don't look at appearances I look at what God sees not what man sees. And as for you being a Christian or not I cannot say that being a Christian is always flowers and rainbows but it's more than worth it. I used to be exactly like you so I know what it feels like. also I didn't like that movie either mainly because it just wasn't that good i didn't think it was saying atheists are evil though but if you need a friend I can be one for you
Ya exactly Im not satfised with my life. My mom doesnt have a job and hasnt still finish unversity. My dad drop out middle school and doesnt make alot of money at work. My parent are divorce. My family absoulety dont care about me. I dont really get along with my parent since Im not that close with them.