I used to be involved in an evil and false religion that is man-made , there was no love in it nor mercy , only fear and RULES. I got sick to my stomach and just started sinning more and more every passing day, I was stumbling in darkness and fall back into the very same sin over and over again. I was seeking LOVE from man in every way that seemed possible to me, I’d go asking for help and rescue and acceptance from other human beings that were just as doomed and destroyed as I was. I was crying myself to sleep and didn’t know what was the answer nor the way out, I was DEAD.
Then one day I got to know JESUS, I used to hear about Him but usually took HIM for granted and never thought HE would be my cure. So in short I took around a week to pray my salvation prayer and accept HIM in my life as Lord and Savior.
I enjoyed knowing the LORD but along the way, I got deceived and believed the “once saved, always saved” lie and thought it was OKAY to sin from time to time willfully and that God will overlook all of my sins because I “believe”. And of course, as I went on and on and on in my sins they began to grow and take control of me, and I became a slave to my sin , which resulted me into being depressed. I started letting the suicidal thoughts and motives take a hold on to me and kept listening to what demons were telling me and wanting me to believe. I got this close to ending my life and giving up everything that JESUS has given me. Instead of crying out to JESUS, I cried out to myself , I simple didn’t trust HIM enough to surrender all to HIM.
But I thank JESUS for waking me up and saving me from giving up, I was gonna end up in HELL. HE pulled me out of it and taught me how to TRUST HIM, HE HAD MERCY ON ME. I didn’t deserve HIS love, but HE SAVED ME , HE loved me though it all and held on to me. I am now still learning to obey my LORD and following HIS footsteps every day, I am learning how to cling to HIM and never let go of HIS hand no matter what comes along.My life is NOTHING without HIM, HE is my LIGHT and I can’t take one step forward without HIM guiding me. I am exploring my JESUS and getting to know HIM more and more each day, I’m trying to give HIM glory and tell people about what HE has done for me and what HE can do for them also. HE is teaching me how to live holy & a life that is pleasing to HIM. HE is gentle and the BEST parent and friend EVER, HE is still delivering me and cleaning up my life and taking sins out of it every day.
So in short, I’m here today to tell you that JESUS is REAL, HE IS THE LIVING GOD. HE wants to save every single soul on this earth and desires an intimate relationship with each one. HE will accept and embrace you and forgive you , doesn’t matter what you’ve done in the past or what you’re still doing now , HE will be there to help you give it up and give you a NEW HEART, HIS HEART.JESUS LOVES YOU , DON’T GIVE UP ON HIM!!! ♥