I have been a Christian for 6 years and for 3 years actively linked to Church activity. When I first came to my church my cousin MARK was my inspiration. I saw him worshiping and God inspired me through him to be a worship leader. After one year my cousin left for UK and when he came back I didnt recognize him. He was not that strong Christian that I met. He had different concepts about God then. It started... (he shared) so he says, " I dont believe in God but Im not an atheist. I doubt the existence of God." Well He kinda influenced me cause I never really replied. I just listened to mark's philosophical words. It happened yesterday when I couldnt read my Bible, every thing seemed to contradict. I was amazed at myself that I couldnt pray. No words were coming out. Then I started praying in Tounges. I was literally chocked by the evil spirits ( later in that day I figured that I was possesed. I had a dream just b4 that morning my friend gave that interpretion ). I still Thank GOD for His help.
In this story doubting almost led me to fall apart. After that I had that concept in my mind that doubting makes one static. It makes u numb in the middle of nowhere, neither positive nor negative. Mark said the exact opposite. He said doubt makes one dynamic not static. Cause once one start to doubt they move towards a goal. I couldnt answer him that moment. The Holy spirit later told me doubting its own has a level. It can persuade someone to be dynamic if thats what the person wants but it mostly makes ppl static cause once one doubts they always have the tendency to doubt again even when they find an answer. A lil' doubt is good otherwise its called believing bilndly but too much of it will take one to disaster!!
People please share your opinion about Doubting and where does it lead!!
In this story doubting almost led me to fall apart. After that I had that concept in my mind that doubting makes one static. It makes u numb in the middle of nowhere, neither positive nor negative. Mark said the exact opposite. He said doubt makes one dynamic not static. Cause once one start to doubt they move towards a goal. I couldnt answer him that moment. The Holy spirit later told me doubting its own has a level. It can persuade someone to be dynamic if thats what the person wants but it mostly makes ppl static cause once one doubts they always have the tendency to doubt again even when they find an answer. A lil' doubt is good otherwise its called believing bilndly but too much of it will take one to disaster!!
People please share your opinion about Doubting and where does it lead!!
