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I love those that have been in my life for even just brief times for when I need them most.....but alot of the time remembering names for me is hoping for patience......Sometimes I forget names....and most if not all times I feel so incredibly bad about forgetting names or people....that I close up.....I wanna try so hard.....to make friends, but my social standings to me feel like maybe a few handfuls of THOUSANDS that proclaimed they would be my friend.....but when I forget names I disappear out of pure shame.....I stop talking I slow the conversations and avoid them......I pray that Lord Jesus would help me with this problem and that I gain a better short term memory for names and birthdates....birthdates Im SOO very bad at too X_X; names birthdates anniversary's and sometimes important days....I hope that no one chooses to dislike me along the way....I didnt mean to forget and im sorry.....X_X
