Brother, you came to the right place. God our Father in heaven looks down on us with all love and grace abounding. All those who love God will see the day where their efforts are rewarded with the peace and everlasting gentleness of the river of life which flows from mount Zion after the victory of Armageddon. Revelation Ch. 21-22 "And the New City of God had no need of the sun or of the moon to shine in it, for the glory of God illuminated it, and the Lamb is its light." And the nations of those who are saved shall walk in its light, and the kings of the earth bring their glory and honor into it. Its gates shall not be shut at all by day and there will be no night. But there shall by no means enter it anything that defiles or causes an abomination or a lie, but only those who are written in the Lamb's Book of Life."
"And he showed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding from the throne of God and of the Lamb. In the middle of its street, and on either side of the river was the tree of life, which bore twelve fruits, each tree leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations. And there shall be no more curse (reference to Genesis) but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it and HIS SERVANTS SHALL SERVE HIM. They shall see his face, and His name shall be on their foreheads.