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Saints, im gonna be honest with you....just this once. lol
I am struggling with gay urges and havnt had sex with anyone in about 3 months. Before that I was in a off, on relationship with my ex for about 3 years. Hes bi sexual and wasseeing other women while with me. And everytime I cut him off. But somhow we always come back to each other. One reason was he lived 3 house from me so we always eventually reconnected.
Now he moved and once again the relationship with a female that he left me for has floped I guess. Long story short (as possible) were talking again, and wants to come over tonight. He is the only boy only Person ive had sex witn in the past 3 years so I know by now HE IS MY POISON. my kryptonite per say. I have been good for the past 3 months lik I said. Im afraid that heyl come over and il get caught up and engage with him once again. I think I love him but I do belive same sex relationship is wrong. Im not attracted to women at all so ive been celibate basically. I dont want to make another mistake. I know (i try not to think about it) that heyl never be with me completely. I think lik oh were just friends now but we haven't been just friends for a long time. Support please saints luv YOU all
I am struggling with gay urges and havnt had sex with anyone in about 3 months. Before that I was in a off, on relationship with my ex for about 3 years. Hes bi sexual and wasseeing other women while with me. And everytime I cut him off. But somhow we always come back to each other. One reason was he lived 3 house from me so we always eventually reconnected.
Now he moved and once again the relationship with a female that he left me for has floped I guess. Long story short (as possible) were talking again, and wants to come over tonight. He is the only boy only Person ive had sex witn in the past 3 years so I know by now HE IS MY POISON. my kryptonite per say. I have been good for the past 3 months lik I said. Im afraid that heyl come over and il get caught up and engage with him once again. I think I love him but I do belive same sex relationship is wrong. Im not attracted to women at all so ive been celibate basically. I dont want to make another mistake. I know (i try not to think about it) that heyl never be with me completely. I think lik oh were just friends now but we haven't been just friends for a long time. Support please saints luv YOU all