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I was raised christian, but now as a young adult I have not been attending church and have made many bad choices. Though I have broken almost all of gods rules I still feel like there is someone out there looking out for me. I have put myself in so many dangerous situations, there is no reason I should be here today. I want to return to the church and start fresh, but I am involved with people that won't let me change my life that easily. I know if I tell my family they will help me start a new life, but they will also be extremely dissapointed. It would kill them to know what I have done. Is it selfish of me to ask them to help me out of a situation that is completely my own fault. Please, somene help me.