You know its funny how god likes to surprise us, the night I was saved i sure didn't expect to wake up and finally be free. and i didn't know how rough this journey would be. But i also had no idea how grand it would be either, It started out me loving god for giving me a reason to live but turned into a child like faith and now i wonder what else he will do. My heart has secret hopes that the lord might answer and i think i should share them maybe someone else here has the same desires. I want to go to a special place every night when i go to bed where i can meet jesus, a place that isn't on earth but it isn't quite heaven either. There will be a beautiful beach where it is always sunset and in the sky shows many amazing things though i am not sure what they are. I can hug him and tell him about my day, and I can ask him questions that I always wanted to know. we can play on the beach together and he will show me many amazing things. he will show me people in pain and sadness and we will pray for them together. we will eat food that is not from earth and drink amazing drinks that are also not from earth I might even never want earth food again LOL finally I will be in his arms sleepy and happy fall asleep and begin a new day to live for him here on earth