MY LAST PAIN

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auburn_gurl

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"my last pain"
another spill down the drain,
one more pill to drown my pain.
is it a cover up or a disguise
i don't think i'll ever stop and realize
more hurt and dissatisfying tears.
one more bad picture, then i face my fears.
i'll always be scared deep down inside
but yet i still continue to deny.
i feel there is no one to turn to in my time of need
so i light up a big one, and smoke some weed
to me, my life is just one big joke
a life of heroine,alcohol,not to mention coke.
these are substitutes to make me fly.
i feel i have nothing to worry about when i am high
some of the drugs hit so fast
then i say to myself, "this will be the last"
but more pain and anger builds up in my heart
i know what i need to numb my parts
suddenly i feel that high again
i don't care who i hurt or sin within
i start thinking i just want to die
there is no one who cares or questions why?
i decide to take that last shot once more.
then i am gone, there is nothing to live for.
 
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cinmos4

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Maybe you feel like no one cares. I never meet you in my life but I care about you. Every time you take the drugs and everything to numb your pain, GOD is there ready waiting to mend your pain. He saying I'am here with you, give me a try instead. Theres nothing so bad that you have done that GOD can't forgive you for. GOD knew your life even before you was born, but things came in your life to make you think you don't belong. I tell you this day it's somebody life your story going to touch and you going to be able to help them out, because now you recognize how much GOD care for you. My dad use to do drug and try to numb his pain, and the devil wanted him to stay there, but GOD spoke to him one day and he decided he would give it to him. My dad been drug free over 35 years now and a pastor in the town I live in. People that feel just like you are coming to christ and turning it over to jesus in his ministry. Let your life be a testimony for someone else, give it to jesus
 
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