to much going on!! (maybe a rant? Not sure)

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AliceOfLegend

AliceOfLegend

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Okay...so...

So I get disability money from the state each month.

now after sending me to one of their doctors, they decided I no longer need the money and am not disabled.

Its SO frustrating. My life just seems to be falling apart. if its not one thing going wrong its the other.

That doctor saw me for maybe a max of a half hour.

He didn't really asked any questions related to my issues and just made me do a bunch of memory tests.

he also laughed at me when I said i was going to apply for food stamps and said "I don't think that's going to happen"

I'm also probably going to lose my case manager, Thanks to the Governor cutting funds.

I can't take all this crap anymore


If I don't keep receiving that money I won't be able to pay rent, eat, or really do much of anything, I woudnt be able to stay living where I am. and I will not move back in with my parents, as much as I love my mom. she is a trigger of mine.

So much is going on in my life..and its taking a toll on me. I know people say that God won't give you more than you can handle, but I am reaching my breaking point.

Thats not all thats going on..more Social Security related things happening...but I can't really think straight right now..so if need be I'll add more later..


But really..I need prayer...A LOT of it...I'm so tired..
 
Crypto

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AliceOfLegend said:
Okay...so...

So I get disability money from the state each month.

now after sending me to one of their doctors, they decided I no longer need the money and am not disabled.

Its SO frustrating. My life just seems to be falling apart. if its not one thing going wrong its the other.

That doctor saw me for maybe a max of a half hour.

He didn't really asked any questions related to my issues and just made me do a bunch of memory tests.

he also laughed at me when I said i was going to apply for food stamps and said "I don't think that's going to happen"

I'm also probably going to lose my case manager, Thanks to the Governor cutting funds.

I can't take all this crap anymore


If I don't keep receiving that money I won't be able to pay rent, eat, or really do much of anything, I woudnt be able to stay living where I am. and I will not move back in with my parents, as much as I love my mom. she is a trigger of mine.

So much is going on in my life..and its taking a toll on me. I know people say that God won't give you more than you can handle, but I am reaching my breaking point.

Thats not all thats going on..more Social Security related things happening...but I can't really think straight right now..so if need be I'll add more later..


But really..I need prayer...A LOT of it...I'm so tired..
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I know alot of that sort of thing is the government only giving funds to the ones who are desperate and have no other options. So it turns out to be that basically unless your disabled to the extent of not being able to take care of yourself, you're left out. What is your exact health problem? Maybe you can find a job that would allow you to work without overtaxing yourself.
 
AliceOfLegend

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I have bipolar disorder and other things that go along with BP (anxiety, OCD, hypersensitivity, etc) and Chiari Malformation ( if you don't know what that is I can try and explain)

I have a job, I only work Saturday and Sunday, I really can't handle much more than that, and since my BP has been pretty bad lately that's getting insanely difficult and anxiety provoking.
 
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AliceOfLegend said:
I have bipolar disorder and other things that go along with BP (anxiety, OCD, hypersensitivity, etc) and Chiari Malformation ( if you don't know what that is I can try and explain)

I have a job, I only work Saturday and Sunday, I really can't handle much more than that, and since my BP has been pretty bad lately that's getting insanely difficult and anxiety provoking.
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Well, have you considered cleaning or something? I know alot of BP people struggle to be in jobs where they are swarmed with people, so I thought maybe you could get a job cleaning motel rooms where you could be by yourself and not deal with people as much. Just a suggestion. This may be God's way of trying to pressure you to trust Him more fully. He won't give us more than we can handle, but maybe He trusts you now in the sense where He thinks this is what is best for you to conform you to Christ's image.
 
AliceOfLegend

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I work at a hotel, but don't clean there, not really interested in cleaning other peoples messes (do that already at my job lol). I'd make a lot LESS cleaning any way... And with the amount of money I make now there is still a chunk of time everymonth where I can afford food and stuff..

I know people say God won't give us more than we can handle... I just hope it stops soon.. I can't handle much more and I fear that a pretty big breakdown may be on it's way
 
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AliceOfLegend said:
I work at a hotel, but don't clean there, not really interested in cleaning other peoples messes (do that already at my job lol). I'd make a lot LESS cleaning any way... And with the amount of money I make now there is still a chunk of time everymonth where I can afford food and stuff..

I know people say God won't give us more than we can handle... I just hope it stops soon.. I can't handle much more and I fear that a pretty big breakdown may be on it's way
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Lol yeah I know how you feel.

But trust Him, God will meet your needs if you act by faith.
 
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If you feel like you really should be getting the money, they usually have some type of appeal process you can go through. I have never received disability, but the government usually as an appeal processes for welfare, VA benefits, and probably disability. It would be worth a shot: all they can do is tell you no again.
 
AliceOfLegend

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We (well my mother is dealing with most of it for me) are starting the appeal process, the thing is while we are appealing I will most likely continue to recieve the money, but if my appeal is denied I'll have to pay them back. But we are going to appeal over and over if we have to..
 
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