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This concept is something I am struggling with. I dated a guy about 6 months ago... we talked marriage and I love you's...it seemed like he was 'the one.' I had been proposed to previously by other guys, but it never felt right. He felt right... then he sends the break up text: 'Jenn your not into me...your just in love with the idea of me...I think we should go our separate ways...' The finality of the text...the excluding me from that decision was heart breaking. I became closer to God after this. God kept speaking his words 'Be still and know that I am God....Take heart and strength in me...WAIT ON ME'. Then out of nowhere he messages me about 2 months ago and starts talking to me, we were just friends. We hung out, everything was great then he says Jenn I love you. Which, I was ecstatic at… my one just said I LOVE YOU…then he starts talking marriage again…he came down spent the day with my Friday and everything was going great. Next day…communication halts….no more I love you’s…barely two words…and its like a repeat process...though I haven't recieved a breakup text... I'm just confused...I don't understand what the catch is...either way I have to believe that God has a plan for me...and he knows who my one is...and he placed this guy in my life for a reason even if it turns out he isn't my one. He asked me when my next doc appointment is with my breast mass...it's not cancer... or they aren't saying it is...but I'm like you knew about this before you started dating me again...what's the deal? *so freaking concerned and annoyed and don't understand whats going on...i'm having to rely on God's understanding not my own.