Lovesong Poetry

[Siberian_Khatru]

"Breaking All Illusions"


With the sun in place
There's a test of faith
Streams of thought awaken

New realities
Singularities
Breaking all illusions

Sudden burst of heat
Burning source of life
Masterful destruction

Power's not an act
It's understanding truth
Changing my direction

Live in the moment
Breathe in a new beginning
Wisdom revealed
As I unlearn to learn

Life's biggest battles
Often are fought alone
My spirit brings me home

Emerald thoughts flow
Through my consciousness
Drawn to curses left behind
Test of will the threshold to one's faith
Starts a fire in the mind

Searching out
Reaching in
To arrive
Where I began
Sights remembered
In the light

Searching out
Reaching in
To arrive
Where I began
Sound remembered
Come alive

Embrace the days
Don't turn away
Life's true intent needs patience
Karma starts the signal​

 

[Wolf]

"Breaking All Illusions"


With the sun in place
There's a test of faith
Streams of thought awaken

New realities
Singularities
Breaking all illusions

Sudden burst of heat
Burning source of life
Masterful destruction

Power's not an act
It's understanding truth
Changing my direction

Live in the moment
Breathe in a new beginning
Wisdom revealed
As I unlearn to learn

Life's biggest battles
Often are fought alone
My spirit brings me home

Emerald thoughts flow
Through my consciousness
Drawn to curses left behind
Test of will the threshold to one's faith
Starts a fire in the mind

Searching out
Reaching in
To arrive
Where I began
Sights remembered
In the light

Searching out
Reaching in
To arrive
Where I began
Sound remembered
Come alive

Embrace the days
Don't turn away
Life's true intent needs patience
Karma starts the signal​

I like this one, to me it almost describes the birth of something. Like a new born bright shining star. It's a wonderful thing celebrated by the many angels right now.

 

[Wolf]

The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.” Zephaniah 3:17 NIV

 

[Wolf]

I don't think this is very funny,
i don't consider your life is a joke.
Whether you believe me or not;
It means something to me.
Your feelings and self esteem
mean something to me.
If I don't make you feel good enough to
be with me alone without all the theatrics
then there is something really wrong here..

i want you to feel good about yourself with me,
i want you to be happy with me.
if I can't do that then I am not good for you.

I will not come to see you,
This is not the way.

If it was the right way you wouldn't be afraid,
To be yourself with me, you would be open,
and more free..

i never wanted a parade or a show,
just you.​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

I don't think this is very funny,
i don't consider your life is a joke.
Whether you believe me or not;
It means something to me.
Your feelings and self esteem
mean something to me.
If I don't make you feel good enough to
be with me alone without all the theatrics
then there is something really wrong here..

i want you to feel good about yourself with me,
i want you to be happy with me.
if I can't do that then I am not good for you.

I will not come to see you,
This is not the way.

If it was the right way you wouldn't be afraid,
To be yourself with me, you would be open,
and more free..

i never wanted a parade or a show,
just you.​

It is a little disheartening how [worldly] love and commitment often suffer the death of a thousand qualifications, isn't it? I believe you'll make someone very happy one day, Lovesong.

 

[Wolf]

God's plan for my life
by: Lowanla (me)

I am waiting on The Lord,
for his promises are good,
And his word is the only truth
I shall ever know.

and the waiting is painful,
but it is changing me inside.
It is making me into the person
God has called me to be.

he has a plan for my life
he has a plan for my life even though
the waiting is painful,
he has a plan for my life
He is faithful and true
and he will do all things he set forth
To do in my life
yeah he has a plan for my life

On a beautiful sunny day at Destiny,
I'll be walking down to road God set for me,
I will see the one he meant for me,
the one I'm gonna live with the rest of my life
with so much love in his eyes
with the greatest loving smile,
he is gonna be there waiting for me..

he has a plan for my life
he has a plan for my life even though
the waiting is painful,
he has a plan for my life
He is faithful and true
and he will do all things he set forth
To do in my life
yeah he has a plan for my life

For he is good..
..and his love endures forever..
​

 

[Wolf]

It is a little disheartening how [worldly] love and commitment often suffer the death of a thousand qualifications, isn't it? I believe you'll make someone very happy one day, Lovesong.

Yeah it is, but I trust God with everything, he know what is good for me,
I trust him, I believe My father, I believe he has something wonderful in store for me. So I really don't mind waiting for his plan for my life. I'm kind of excited.

And thank you, I receive that.

 

[Wolf]

Yeah it is, but I trust God with everything, he knows what is good for me,
I trust him, I believe My father, I believe he has something wonderful in store for me. So I really don't mind waiting for his plan for my life. I'm kind of excited.

And thank you, I receive that.

*edit* my reply lol oopse oh we'll...

 

[Wolf]

It is a little disheartening how [worldly] love and commitment often suffer the death of a thousand qualifications, isn't it? .

sorry, but I must add some more thought to this:

Just one qualification was ever needed for him...

I don't think he will ever realize that. He disqualified his own self because of his his lack of self esteem and no confidence or trust in me. I hope God heals and restores his heart so he does find that he is so full of worth.

You know, I thought about my life and how my parents ran it, but the truth is they aren't my God. In the end I will answer to God alone. I just know that no matter where I go he is with me, no matter how far. I choose God as my God, he promised to never leave me nor forsake me.

The truth is that I am not afraid of living the rest of my life with that person i am madly in love with, the truth is ..I'm afraid to lose him, because of me.

I can't have him feeling less than me...because I need him. Don't know if I make much sense.
sorry if I sounded proud before it is just my quick reaction of feeling rejected and back up plan auto reaction...lol, but this is how I really feel honestly.

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

The truth is that I am not afraid of living the rest of my life with that person i am madly in love with, the truth is ..I'm afraid to lose him, because of me.

God knows your heart! Be madly in love with Him;

...my God, he promised to never leave me nor forsake me.

And of course, we're here for you too.

Especially now that PopClip is done with her contest! Right, P to the C?

 

[Wolf]

God knows your heart! Be madly in love with Him;

And of course, we're here for you too.

Especially now that PopClip is done with her contest! Right, P to the C?

I am very much so, ..I think I will see him when I get my chance. I know I say I can't but the truth is that I really want to.
I will.

And I thank you both for your support.
Where is PopClick? she is in turtle mode

I just noticed your age change you never told us you had a birthday you turkey. . Happy Belated Bday.

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

I just noticed your age change you never told us you had a birthday you turkey. . Happy Belated Bday.

Mine?? I turned 25 in January, haha! But thank you!

 

[PopClick]

At least now you have more time to make my outfit! I have a wedding this weekend, so I need it post haste! You said you would make me look pretty, after all.

Got you covered!

God knows your heart! Be madly in love with Him;

And of course, we're here for you too.

Especially now that PopClip is done with her contest! Right, P to the C?

I've got round three to think about still! But that should be the last one until the Fall.

I am very much so, ..I think I will see him when I get my chance. I know I say I can't but the truth is that I really want to.
I will.

And I thank you both for your support.
Where is PopClick? she is in turtle mode

I just noticed your age change you never told us you had a birthday you turkey. . Happy Belated Bday.

Y'all are great. I haven't been here for a couple of days. But I'm back now! And don't worry, I missed his birthday too.

P.S. That's not actually one of my dresses.

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

It doesn't match my eyes!

 

[Wolf]

Got you covered!

LOL!!! ROTFL Oh snap!

I've got round three to think about still! But that should be the last one until the Fall.
Y'all are great. I haven't been here for a couple of days. But I'm back now! And don't worry, I missed his birthday too.

P.S. That's not actually one of my dresses.

So are you excited for the next round?

Welcome back, we missed you, Siberian was getting out of hand, he was trying to take over the world with his robots that turn into mash potatoes and gravy, like the computer he sold you earlier. I tried to stop him, but I was too distracted by all the food, so I build a scarecrow that said "I am PopClick...I have returned!" He saw it and stopped trying to take over the world.
Everytime he walks by it he bows his head in humble reverence.. Lol Jk Siberian *hides behind a tree* XD

 

[Wolf]

It doesn't match my eyes!

You got to admit...It is pretty. LOL XD Shiny.

 

[Wolf]

More than anything
by:Lowanla(me)

To hold you in my arms,
i would like to see you,
to be as close as I can
more than anything.

to risk myself in the crowd of
wolves. Just to see that earnest
and honest smile, and
hear your voice.
more than anything.
I'm coming for you.

I won't adhere to the commands of
the present society around me.
because I have to be near you.

Because I believe your words,
because I have faith in the motives of your
intentions. That I can see the purity and
light in your heart.

It shines bright for me to see.
I can see it so clearly..

and I am so sorry that I agree when you say
you want to stop and let go of me...
I should know you get frustrated too..
i'm sorry.
forgive my stupidity.
I have never fought for anything in my life,
I have never fought so hard for anyone in my life..

this is me fighting for something.
this is me fighting for somebody, I really believe in.
I believe every dream, every time you hold me,

more than anything.
I Love You.​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

How was your weekend, Lovesong?

 

[Wolf]

How was your weekend, Lovesong?

Oh it was awesome! We had something at our church called the fire conference,
our guest speaker was David Tomberlin, he is a real prophet of God, the presence of God was so strong there,
I knew he was the real deal because we would think things and the Holy Spirit would have him mention it,
When I was praise and worshiping, I closed my eyes and seen this giant angel in flight above me looking down, he was a war angel, he had armor on and a sword.

I also seen the hand of God reaching out for mine to touch his hand, that was Awesome!
I saw him reach into the black darkness and grab people out, but they were many babies in his giant hands, he just scooped them up holding them.

A miracle that happened was that a strong wind blew in that room, was powerful.
Someone saw Jesus there in front while we were worshipping, his eyes were lit up in flames of fire.

On thing God had pointed out to me was my intentions motives, so I decided to be honest with my self,
I told God about the person I loved, and that I wanted to see him..and my intentions, he knows anyway.. XP
I tithed and asked God to help me financially to see him, because I loved him, my intentions arent entirely pure XP.

*awaiting your stones to throw at me* Lol DX

but I was being honest with God, because when you go before him and his presence is undeniably there, you are humbled fast!! LoL,

I tithed and asked God to help me to go see him, and God said he would, through a word of knowledge from the Holy Spirit. He has kept his word, and blessed me before, I know he will do it again.

So I've made up my mind about what Im gonna do, I am gonna see him..my guy. <3

all in all...It was a great weekend, I was blessed.

How was your weekend?

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Wow! Well the wedding was nice. I think you raised the bar a little high for me just now with your testimony. That's so awesome, though; on every count! I don't think God will ever reveal something like that to me; not that I'm griping out of jealousy. He intends something different for all of us.

I'll upload some pictures of the wedding for you later, if you like. All in all, it was nice. I was a little down during moments of the wedding and on the way back home, but Sunday was fine too. Just took it easy and got things ready for the week!