I'm thinking there is a better path than drugs and I think you know that or you would not have made this post. I have found a fantastic fellowship online that has helped me come much closer to God and see things a new way. You might want to check out
www.unleavenedbreadministries.org. You might seek the baptism of the Holy Spirit as well, see John chpt 14-16 and Acts chpt 1-2. Can you see Jesus prescribing drugs? Earnestly seek the truth and you will be free of the source of depression, not just treat it.