So I have been pondering this for a long time. You see when I look at myself in the mirror I do not recognize myself, on the inside I feel I look very different than my physical form. in my thoughts and when I talk in dreams or visions my voice sound very different. I have a natural deep voice even though I don't look it but when I am talking to god inside my head or in a dream or vision my voice is completely different. And whats more when I imagine myself finally in the arms of God or in heaven when all is said and done I can only see myself in the body and mindset of a five or four year old with him. Climbing all over him and his throne like a monkey as he laughs and delights, Playing with him like a tiny child does with their beloved parent. when I see this in my mind and I look at myself in the mirror I ask my self who am I? Because even though in this world I am not five or four and perhaps do not have the mindset of one, I know that I am mentally physically and even spiritually a child. But when I am finally with god all the sudden I am a small five year old?
Is this weird or does it maybe have something to do with the connection the father and my hearts have?
Is this weird or does it maybe have something to do with the connection the father and my hearts have?