The more time I spend away from home...the less I wanna go back...because when I do get back, everything is just wrong. Nothing is right. I thought life was starting to finally calm down. Maybe it is. But right now I can't see it.
Spoiler alert...The more time I spend away from home...the less I wanna go back...because when I do get back, everything is just wrong. Nothing is right. I thought life was starting to finally calm down. Maybe it is. But right now I can't see it.
No one's forcing you to. Don't grow up any faster than you have to. Enjoy being the way you are right now, cause one day, you're gonna wake up and it'll all be gone.![]()
Kidding, but at the same time, I'm not...oy.
The more time I spend away from home...the less I wanna go back...because when I do get back, everything is just wrong. Nothing is right. I thought life was starting to finally calm down. Maybe it is. But right now I can't see it.
My phone rings. A call for help from a woman I am assigned to. The Lord says, "Help the sheep out of the pit."
I get in my car and go praying and singing all the way there.
I show up and walk into the hotel room. I sense the presence of evil spirits throughout. The power of the Holy Spirit rises up within me. I feel as though I am inside a bubble filled with light. I realize that it is a hedge of protection placed about me. I quietly give thanks to God.
The woman says that she has been seeing things... spirits or something. I ask her, "Are you being tormented?"
"Yes." she says.
I walk across the room and speak in the tongue of angels quietly (so she could not hear me) assembling the angels to send the spirits out of the room. I give them the word to go and do so.
Suddenly the woman jumps up from where she was sitting and runs out of the room. I am perplexed but then chuckle softly after realizing what just happened.
I remain standing in the same place... holding my position... waiting. She returns to the room talking constantly. I say to her, "Peace be with you."
She comes up to me and stands in front of me questioning me and finally asking why I have exposed her lies in the past.
The Spirit of the Lord rises up within me and lashes out from my tongue with great power and authority in a voice that sounds like thunder saying, "BECAUSE... OPEN REBUKE IS BETTER THAN SECRET LOVE."
She steps back a few paces blinking as if someone just exposed her eyes to a very bright light.
Peace comes upon her as she scrambles for a pen and paper. "Say it again. Say it again. I want to write it down."
I repeat it and she writes it down. She stares at it on the paper. She looks up at me with tear-filled eyes and says, "I don't know what it means... but I know it is my answer. I will keep this so that when I doubt and want to remember why, I will have it."
I continue to stand remaining silent.
<time passes>
Her countenance changes. She begins to spit while she speaks. This continues to increase as I remain at peace.
Then... I see it. She turns her head towards me and I see the demon in her eyes. I recognize it as being the leader as it continues to take hold of her tongue speaking blasphemies, lies, and all manners of filth.
I ask, "Now Lord?"
"No. The time is not yet. I sent you to hold peace until the time has come."
I look at it directly knowing that it knows what is coming. It quickly diverts its eyes from me and releases her.
The time comes for me to leave... for now.
I'm bored. What should I do today?
Go for a walk in the forest, or by the sea / a lake (*has no idea where shawntc lives*)
God is good, I pray, always, His will is done; I'm praying for His hand on my mom, that she can see Him at work in her life. She seems more open to Him now, that is good, she's got cancer for the 5th time now, in last 25 years, praise God, He's got her through it so much, He is Lord. This time is the only time I've heard she has a 25% chance to live, they'll try chemo for two months and if that doesn't work then nothing will. I appreciate your prayers, and, hope you do know, I pray for you ALL all the time on hereThe Lord leads
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