Hey, I've been severely depressed and anxious going on two years now. My voice has been very weak since March now, supposedly due to anxiety. I am trying my hardest to get on a normal sleeping schedule in the hopes that I'll be able to get a real full time job instead of working part time in retail and having to live off my parents. I just want to be "normal". This has caused me to be very suicidal because I feel worthless and like I'm a burden on everyone around me.
I'm asking for people's prayers and words of encouragement. Yes I see a Christian counselor and a psychiatrist and am meeting with my pastor later this week. I'm just looking for more support.
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