Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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(It doesn't help I drank a cup of coffee at 8:30 because I thought it'd help my migraine. It actually did help, but now I'm suffering the consequences. Never again...)
 
The first 3 minutes of 2014 have been unimpressive. I hope that's not indicative of things to come.
 
This may be hard for some of you to understand, but I miss crying. I've been on anti-depressants for 5 months now. Cried once while watching Jane Eyre in that time. I need that release, that moment of melancholy. To feel and appreciate the sadness of this song:

[video=youtube;E5K0aPGw9Rk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5K0aPGw9Rk[/video]

I get close to the edge of choking up- but nothing. Crying is what makes us human. I just miss that deep sadness.
 
I'm really hoping for some good things this year. I always hear that the second year of losing someone is the hardest; I pray that this won't be true.
 
We think one of the guys we support at the house is beginning to go downhill with his severe seizure condition. He's 30 and already doubled his life expectancy, he had to go to the ER yesterday, my boss said he and the guy's parents thought he might die last night, because of the intensity and prolonged seizures. He was unresponsive for the longest time. It was hard to get him up today. It's all so very sad that he might be getting closer to death and may not even be aware of it.
 
Question: if you got into an accident or whatever and went into critical condition life hanging by a thread, and God gave you the choice to die and come home, or to survive and remain on earth until He calls you home later on in life: what would you choose?
 
persNickety said:
Question: if you got into an accident or whatever and went into critical condition life hanging by a thread, and God gave you the choice to die and come home, or to survive and remain on earth until He calls you home later on in life: what would you choose?
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I have a son so I would stay here.​
 
I feel so ugly, broken, unloved, and betrayed. My heart aches so badly the pain is literally physical. Lord, I need You.
 
Loveneverfails said:
I feel so ugly, broken, unloved, and betrayed. My heart aches so badly the pain is literally physical. Lord, I need You.
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:( I'm praying for you right now. I don't know what's going on but you are an awesome girl Love and I know God is there for you . Remember there is always light at the end of the tunnel. <3 Love you! *hugs*
 
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