I experienced intense emotional pain for most of my life...up until 2 years ago. It was a pain right in the middle of my chest that would not go away. This is a poem I wrote about that pain:
GHOST
Would you like to ask me
About Darkness, and Demons and Pain
Then I could answer aloud
But nothing would you gain
Suppose you ever wondered
About where it all begin
At that moment you came to know
The feeling of the end
Should I venture to quest
Deep into the Abyss
Only to realize
There's nothing I would miss
So go ahead and ask me
How many times I've cried
Away from life I've turned
Can you help me hide
Apart from all existence
Is where I tread alone
Empty and forsaken
In each and every bone
It's ok to ask me
Where I hurt the most
'Cause by now you will have seen
I'm nothing but a ghost
There was a time, not so long ago when no one could have convinced me I would ever be free from emotional pain. But I am

Thank you, Jesus. It was only when I completely surrendered to Him, His grace, mercy, forgiveness...it was then that my pain began to subside. And now it is completely gone. Sometimes I am in such awe of this. It can go away. I believe I had to be completely willing to let go of some things...in a sense I was holding on to it...not really fully understanding that I was. Pray and believe! God bless you.