You have no idea of how it is, if you're not struggling/suffering it. You have no idea.
I truly love Jesus, but I have had "this" since I was a child. Raising my hand and saying "Amen" everytime a preacher / brother says homosexuality is a demon is the toughest thing you could imagine.
Thoughts are the controlling factor, as a man thinks so is he. So since you think this way your emotions from your thoughts control you this way and are in the battle of flesh and Spirit of God
I know of no man that can change his feelings and by trying to change his feelings it it harder to do. one day you do and the next you do not, and then maybe one does for a week and then when thinks about that gets a little proud and falls right back into what they have been trying to escape
So what can I do, what will work hmm?????????????????????
change what? Thoughts and feelings will have no choice but to change right along with them you think
Romans 12:2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the
renewing of your
mind, that ye may prove what
is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
Ephesians 4:23 and be
renewed in the spirit of your
mind;
How can his even begin to take place? Start at this, did Christ take away the sin of the world in Father's sight or not? Before we here were ever born?
[h=3]Colossians 1:21-23[/h]Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
[SUP]21 [/SUP]And you, that were sometime alienated and enemies in
your mind by wicked works, yet now hath he reconciled [SUP]22 [/SUP]in the body of his flesh through death, to present you holy and unblameable and unreproveable in his sight: [SUP]23 [/SUP]if ye continue in the faith grounded and settled, and
be not moved away from the hope of the gospel, which ye have heard,
and which was preached to every creature which is under heaven; whereof I Paul am made a minister;
Ephesians 1:7
in whom we have redemption through his blood, the
forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace;
Ephesians 4:32 and be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath
forgiven you.
Colossians 1:14 in whom we have redemption through his blood,
even the
forgiveness of sins:
Colossians 2:13 And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath he quickened together with him, having
forgiven you all trespasses;
How many trespasses? All, none or a few? That is right there that the seeing of the new life given to us by Father through Son begins Brother, rest in that and quit focusing on trying to be right when by Christ; Christ made you right and nothing else can do what is done