PERSONAL CONFESSIONS

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I have had a life of pure evil for yrs. I want to get it off my chest
and "air" my dirty laundry so to speak. Its a burdon to carry it
all as i have. Bottled up inside. Living a lie.

So here we go.

At age 16 I joined the Ku klux klan when i lived in Florida.
Some may say it was for a sense of purpose. But it was a reactionary
choice for me. The pure hatred and anger i had for yrs
finally had a release. I lied to them and told them i didnt do drugs. But i did.
I was a big fan of pills, meth, and weed. A few yrs later i graduated to snorting cocaine and smoking crack.
I was in the army at the time i was doing drugs and a klansman.
Got married and divorced within a year. Still snorting and smoking coje until ibwas around 22. Git clean and checked myself
into rehab. Still didnt give up being in the KKK. At the age of 25
I became the State leader ( Grand Dragon ) Of Georgia. Traveled the country speaking out against
immigrants, Jews, Blacks, etc etc.

I have since quit and upon reflection
believe i found where i went wrong and what drove
me to do what i did. You see at around 16 i was a firm believer
in Christ and am saved. But i was.offered the chance to go to
London on a Mission. My parents said NO and.after that
it was down hill. Ive physically hurt people. Some severwly.
 
Continuation...

And i have.done everything just shy.of murder.
Now i know the Apostle Paul was just as bad.
But he became one of the greatest followersbof Christ.
I often times ask myself if i have.commited a sin so badvthat
I cant be helped, or if i got so far away that theres no hope.
I question myself so much.

Well theres my confession. Take it as you will.
 
:) first step to letting go is to confess.
I'm happy that you were able to turn around and live a better life.
I hope you continue to live right and I'll be praying for ya!!!
God Bless!!!!!!
 
I appreciate it. Its very very hard.

A good man who went to my church told me right before he died..
Living the faith is the hardest thing you'll ever do because everyday will test your faith.
But stay strong, put all your trust in the Lord and living the faith will be the greatest thing you'll ever do.
And nothing else will ever compare to the happiness you'll have.
 
No judgement here......im just happy that part of your life was thrown as far as the east is from the west.....
Thats how great God is......He takes the least and make it the most.....serve Him well my brother....
All is forgiven...so says God...so if you punish your self with guilt you have shown no faith....shine your heavenly
light and show them what God can do for them....that is the best way to give God the glory due Him...
Peace and joy find you...
 
Thank you J.G. Jesse Duplantis and Billy Graham have.helped me so much.
 
The Prodigal Son bro, the hugs and kisses, the banquet and the celebration is for you because you came to your senses and returned to your Father! :) Welcome home. What was that sin you did again? ;)
 
Yes, brother welcome home, we are delighted to have you back and a part of the family of God. May Christ keep you and protect you. God Bless.
 
A good man who went to my church told me right before he died..
Living the faith is the hardest thing you'll ever do because everyday will test your faith.
But stay strong, put all your trust in the Lord and living the faith will be the greatest thing you'll ever do.
And nothing else will ever compare to the happiness you'll have.
...and the Lord Whom we trust is with us all the way... :)