Its not a defiance anymore. Thats more an explanation of why I got my first one. Now I do it because I want to. There is always some special meaning behind it.
Sometimes it's not so easy to externalize one's thoughts, I know.
When you first did it. though, weren't you doing it quite because you wanted to, or maybe a bit pressured or something? or maybe you didn't mean that.
Anyway, like I've said, I think the faith based design aspect has a lot of possibilities in witness.