Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

[homwardbound]

I got dumped.
I asked God to change this girl's heart towards me. And He did... But regardless, I still loved her very very much. And now, it feels like everything she said was a lie. I feel worthless now..
I just, I am sure it sounds pathetic, all of this. Just another break up! But, its like pain is all I know. Everyone I have loved/love has hurt me. I can't stop loving though, God gave me a heart with a lot of love. But its like my love is always "I love you, but you will hurt me"
I don't want pain anymore. I really don't...

ever thought you are being attacked to not love by being hurt from others. might be good or better for you. Went through same a little different, but the same, and was r=torn up for years over it
When i read about Peter from Jesus saying to him, that Satan wishes to sift you like wheat, but Jesus prayed for his Faith, and when Peter returned he would be strengthened to release the captives by telling them about the risen Christ
So maybe turn to God and say thank you and ask what are you trying to teach me through this?

 

[MissCris]

So...it's time to stop the junk food kick I've been on. I feel 10 different kinds of craptastical, and now this swollen ankles/feet thing...yeah. I let myself get stuck in this rut of "convenience" meals, i.e, frozen pizzas and other effortless junk because I was having issues giving a hoot about anything at all, let alone what I ate. I mean, under normal circumstances, I'm not exactly a health nut (no offense to those here who eat healthy!) but the last 3 or so weeks have been too much even for me.

I have no idea how I've stayed right at 210 through all this. I don't honestly care what the scale says but ugh, I've got to get my energy back.

Dang, this means I'll have to like...COOK. Woe is me!

 

[homwardbound]

Just wanted to say.
This girl that hurt me, I will not say her name, But I need more prayer.
We had promised each other we would be the best friends for each other. The friend that sticks to the end. That no matter what they would be there. And now, she said she really doesn't want to be my friend. And that hurts a lot. And it makes me feel like I can't trust people....
A friend, committed to be my friend, does not want to be my friend.

God come and help me.

I am not God, yet want to convey to you to trust God and see from this that we as people can't be trusted, to do waht we say we want to do.
The sooner you learn this, the better off you will be
Learn to not put any unrealistic expectations in front of you, but God alone who is the only one that has and does not ever lie
If I have expectations of future otehr that God alone, I set me up for failure,

 

[tourist]

For the record, I was completely shocked to see this long post next to your name, and more surprised by what it contains. You've got a unique history, and a way of sharing it that made me smile. It's kinda stinkin' awesome to hear a little about your life...hopefully you'll feel like you can share more here (no pressure! Well, a tiiiiny bit of pressure, I'm all intrigued by what you wrote...but yeah, no pressure )

Pressure cooker. Awesome.

 

[gypsygirl]

@ catherder: your new avatar is cracking me up!

 

[CatHerder]

@ catherder: your new avatar is cracking me up!

Thanks.

I got a new computer. My daughter helped set it up for me, which kind of involved her shooing me away to make mango smoothies while she worked. Next thing I know, that pic is my screen saver.

 

[gypsygirl]

Thanks.

I got a new computer. My daughter helped set it up for me, which kind of involved her shooing me away to make mango smoothies while she worked. Next thing I know, that pic is my screen saver.

le sigh. now i want a mango smoothie!

gee thanks!

but yay, and congrats on your new PC. : )

 

[CatHerder]

le sigh. now i want a mango smoothie!

gee thanks!

but yay, and congrats on your new PC. : )

Next time you are in the area, I'll have a mango smoothie for ya.

 

[gypsygirl]

Next time you are in the area, I'll have a mango smoothie for ya.

but... i thought i had to stay 100 yards away???

 

[lil_christian]

I want....a strawberry banana smoothie made with coconut milk. I have no idea how to go about doing this. I have no frozen fruits OR coconut milk.


...Cold coffee it is!

 

[Loveneverfails]

I'm so excited 0.0

*giggles* good things are haaaaaappening

 

[Taith]

I'm so excited 0.0

*giggles* good things are haaaaaappening

Care to explain?

 

[CatHerder]

Next time you are in the area, I'll have a mango smoothie for ya.

I'm so excited 0.0

*giggles* good things are haaaaaappening

Care to explain?

She must be excited because I am taking people's smoothie orders.

 

[Taith]

She must be excited because I am taking people's smoothie orders.

Orders??
Can I have a berry smoothie???

 

[MissCris]

Despite the bunny escapade, I still haven't got a screen for my living room window. I've been waging war against moths (which my son is both fascinated and terrified by), and taking the vacuum cleaner hose to every light fixture in the place to get rid of gnats and their tiny little carcasses (every morning). I've chased 6 yellow jackets back toward the window and used bleach spray to kill the 4 that thought they'd quite like to stay.

Monday, I'm calling the office again. If that doesn't get my screen replaced ASAP, I'll take the vacuum canister full of dead bugs down there and empty them on the manager's desk.

 

[Pipp]

Ishall repeat my Facebook status...just cause I like it so much

"If you stir the crap pot you should be required to lick the spoon."~ Anonymous

 

[lil_christian]

I'm so excited 0.0

*giggles* good things are haaaaaappening

Yeesh, what is it with the cliff hangers around here? First Aimee, now you. Kidding, kidding

Seriously, though. I really am curious on what's made you so excited??

 

[didymos]

Ishall repeat my Facebook status...just cause I like it so much

"If you stir the crap pot you should be required to lick the spoon."~ Anonymous

I thought 'Ishall' was a person at first:
don't judge me for it though,
it's you americans with your weird names.

 

[Pipp]

I thought 'Ishall' was a person at first:
don't judge me for it though,
it's you americans with your weird names.

Nah...just me and my silly typos

 

[Shouryu]

i do!!! all olives are good on pizza, even kalamata, ripe green, spanish green, and all sorts of others.

ask shouryu! i hear he loves olives too. ; p

*reads*
*blinks*
*wretches*
*turns*
*vomits*

Thanks.

I got a new computer. My daughter helped set it up for me, which kind of involved her shooing me away to make mango smoothies while she worked. Next thing I know, that pic is my screen saver.

Yay! Does this mean you'll be back in chat soon?