J
Sometimes I stay up late looking at the stars wondering why...why do all the women I have chosen to be in a relationship with throws me away? why do I always chose to give them my all when I know they give me little. I am tired of all the heart ache and the disappointment. Yet...God says keep looking. How can I be positive about this? I don't know anymore. I am lost in a sea of confusion. I guess I need to start dating christian women... because nothing else is working. SO I tell you... I am looking for something real.. and maybe give me a reason why I should not be so confused.