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This is going to sound a little morbid but it's how I feel and it's getting worse...I've thought this for some time now, even though I've been a Christian for less than 2yrs I have thought this way for over 10yrs now. Don't get me wrong, I don't feel like taking my life but to put it frankly I won't be sorry to leave this world. I feel like I don't belong here and each week that passes I'm increasingly - I don't know what the word it - depressed? exasperated? upset? All of those words and more, I find it hard to put into words the way I feel about this world we live in. Yesterday was such a day, in one 24hr period I had read about a young Christian boy being crucified by ISIS. I know this is going on but...also a woman was tied to two cars - hands tied to one and legs the other, I'm sure you don't need me to spell out what happened to this poor soul. Humans doing this to their fellow man/woman. Children being shown no mercy and their crime? They are Christians! Beheadings...Closer to home a 14yr old girl's body had been found in a river, this girl had been missing and the suspect is a Latvian who has also gone missing, he has a previous murder conviction yet apparently was allowed to enter our country legally. My heart breaks for this girl's family. This all comes a week or so after a beautiful young British couple were murdered on a beach in Thailand. I'm sure that God is wringing His hands with despair at what the human race has become. This wasn't His intention when He placed man on earth. Why are we so full of hatred? Why can't man live and let live? They say that British and other nationalities are being radicalised - they couldn't radicalise me if they tried - that initial hatred has to already be there to allow others to influence their thoughts.
Do others feel the way I do that they don't belong here and can't wait to leave?
Do others feel the way I do that they don't belong here and can't wait to leave?