Hello, everyone!!!
I know I've already posted a rather LONG post under this thread, but I just can't help but write another follow-up post. I don't normally do this, but i just feel so compelled, and I know and trust that it is the Holy Spirit that encourages me to do this. I hope and pray that you'd take the time to read this as well, and may it shed some light, and lead to GODly wisdom and understanding, all by HIS Amazing Grace and love.
First off, brother Mitspa, and all those who refuse to believe that the Holy Spirit convicts a believer of sin, I would like to make clear that, when I say the Holy Spirit convicts, I don't mean HE condemns believers. No.
Chapter 8 of the Book of Romans in the New Testament is actually one of my favorite chapters, because it has given me a treasure trove of comfort and encouragement, and stands as an awesome reminder of the depth of GOD's love and mercy for us that HE saved and redeemed, and now call HIS own. To me, It is a chapter that sings of victory and courage, and of the unfathomable love and grace of GOD for HIS Church, that is FOREVER (and yes, I believe in eternal security in our GOD's perfect grace and mercy and love).
Romans 8:1-2 King James Version (KJV)
1 There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
2 For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.
Romans 8:38-39 King James Version (KJV)
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
So, if this is the case, then what does it mean when the Holy Spirit convicts a believer of sin?
As a True Believer or a True Christian, even though we have been washed or cleansed of sin in our initial repentance, when we surrendered before GOD and asked HIM to be the GOD of our lives (all by the action of HIS Holy Spirit), I trust that we all agree that we find ourselves still occasionally commit sin after that event. Some of us have even become the prodigal at some point in their spiritual walk with GOD (I know I have. I've been a prodigal for quite a long time, before our Holy LORD revived me and set me on fire for HIM once again. That's why Romans 8 is such a personal chapter for me, and the truths that it reveals to me whenever I read it overwhelms me still. I could never fathom the beauty of GOD's grace and mercy and love for us all!!!).
Because we still sin, it is essential for us to come before GOD and humble ourselves in prayer, to acknowledge our new sins before HIM, to ask for forgiveness, and for grace to enable us to repent of those sins.
1 John 1:5-10 King James Version (KJV)
5 This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
6 If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth:
7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.
8 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
10 If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.
Some of you might just repeat those same verses that highlight the fact that GOD has forgiven HIS children of their sins, past present and future, and that HE has forgotten it all. I do agree with those verses. It is such a great display of HIS love and grace and mercy to us that HIS forgiveness of our sins is COMPLETE, and that HE doesn't keep a record of our wrongs.
Psalm 103:10-12 King James Version (KJV)
10 He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities.
11 For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him.
12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.
But....does this mean HE wants us to forget the gravity of sin, and how much it offends HIM??? Does it mean we could just brush off our sinful acts, and behave as if we haven't offended our GOD, who we claim to now love and worship and adore because we have come to realize just how inexplicable and pure and beautiful and powerful and everlasting HIS love and grace and mercy is for us???
The answer is a resounding NO!!!
For those who are parents, or even simply those who have been wronged by their loved ones, let me ask you this: when someone does something very wrong to you, that caused you to feel absolutely hurt and wounded, what do you do?
1) Act like it's nothing?
2) Fawn over that person, and say "You're the best, and I love you so much!!!"?
3) Threaten the person with hurtful words, and basically ground them down into dust?
4) Make it very clear that you are hurt by showing it in your countenance, or express it clearly with words, then distance yourself from the person until they make it right with you?
If I was a parent, and my child did something that was very hurtful and offensive to me, I won't stop loving my kid. I'd still be packing up his/her lunch, washing his/her laundry, cleaning up his/her room, provide for his/her needs and keep him/her safe. But I will become silent and cool towards him/her. I won't be cuddling or playing with him/her, or fawning all over him/her, nor say that he/she is a good kid. I will not pretend he/she didn't hurt nor offend me. I will make it very clear that I didn't like what he/she did. And until my kid apologizes and makes up for what he/she did, then I couldn't warm up to him/her. I want my child to change and not persist in his/her wrongdoing.
I'm not fond of using human examples, because I don't want to "humanize" our GOD, even in my own thoughts and perceptions. But our GOD has emotions, too. Our sinful acts GRIEVE HIM. HE doesn't dislike sin. HE HATES IT. So much, that HE had to send HIS pure and blameless, only begotten Son to die as the perfect sacrifice for our sin!!! For there is NO WAY for anyone to be restored unto GOD and HIS loving presence if sin is not cleansed and paid for with blood. And only the precious blood of our Holy LORD Jesus Christ could suffice. Let's NEVER forget this!!!
Let us now look at a clear display of the conviction of the Holy Spirit in the life of King David. Let us remember that he committed grave sins before GOD, one after the other. And those sins remained unconfessed and unrepented of, until his bestfriend Nathan confronts him of the sins he committed (here is a useful study of that chapter of than confrontation:
2 Samuel 12 - Nathan Confronts David)
Here is the psalm that shows how King David is being convicted of the Holy Spirit:
Psalm 51 King James Version (KJV)
1 Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin.
3 For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me.
4 Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest.
5 Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.
6 Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom.
7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
8 Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice.
9 Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities.
10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.
11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.
12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.
13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.
14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness.
15 O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise.
16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering.
17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.
18 Do good in thy good pleasure unto Zion: build thou the walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then shalt thou be pleased with the sacrifices of righteousness, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering: then shall they offer bullocks upon thine altar.
Can you feel his misery? He was so distressed, and felt so terrible for everything he did against GOD. He lost the joy of his salvation, and even felt as if the Holy Spirit might be taken away from him!!!
Our Loving Father GOD and KING truly doesn't want us to dwell in our past sins, specially those we have already submitted for HIM for forgiveness and cleansing, and we have repented of, regardless of how damaging and severely scarring those sins are. BUT....HE doesn't want us to behave like we haven't sinned against HIM anew when we have!!! HE wants us to feel miserable for committing those new sins against HIM. HE wants us to repent, and to desire HIS cleansing and renewal. HE doesn't tell us "Well done, my good and faithful servant!!!" after we commit sin. HE doesn't highlight the warmth of HIS love when we offend HIM. HE will never leave us nor forsake us, it's true. But HE grows cold and distant to us. It feels like there's a wall that makes it hard for us to pray, and a weight in our hearts that makes it hard for us to offer up our worship and praise. And these terrible feelings will remain, until we acknowledge our sin before HIM, ask for HIS forgiveness, and repent of our sin. Then HE hears us and draws near, and heals and restores us. Then we begin to experience the joy and sweetness of HIS presence once more.
I hope and pray that you would take the time to read and consider what I have shared here, brethren. It presses upon my heart, and I just can't stay silent. HIS truth has to be proclaimed, and HE has to be loved, praised, lifted up, and exalted, not just with our lips, but with our very lives, that we must live before HIM in complete humility, purity, meekness and awe.
GOD bless us all in our spiritual walk!!! All honor and glory, power and praise be unto HIM and HIM alone!!!