If you want to be close to Him, consent and connect to Him.... pray to Him listen to Him get all the "static: out of the way, all the preachers and opinions etc, pray to Him ask Him, be guided by Him, follow Him, love Him, ask Him. Dwell on Him, join with Him, take joy in Him, seek Him, love Him, listen for Him, meditate on His words, be His sheep, let Him be your Shepherd, He will not mislead you. every other path know to man will/can mislead you..... Leave the world alone and point all you energy, consciousness, love, effort, ability, cares, weakness, etc on Him.