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I've been struggling a lot recently with a lot of the things that have been going on in my life.
Certainly, it's trivial compared to a lot of other things, but that's partially what makes it so horrible.
I'm a chronic procrastinator, and because I do so many things, it's been quite detrimental to the events and things I participate in. I don't have time to practice, or study, or do this or do that, but in reality I just refuse to work on the things that I ought to because of the immediate satisfaction of checking email or chatting online.
It needs to stop, and I've been trying, and praying, but I can't stop.
I don't want to tell anyone because it's just way too embarrassing. I really should have a grip on my life. I really should be able to get my assignments done on time. I do write well, I just leave it off until the day before. So stupidly. I have time to do the things I need to and I waste it.
Please, please pray for me.
Thanks.
Certainly, it's trivial compared to a lot of other things, but that's partially what makes it so horrible.
I'm a chronic procrastinator, and because I do so many things, it's been quite detrimental to the events and things I participate in. I don't have time to practice, or study, or do this or do that, but in reality I just refuse to work on the things that I ought to because of the immediate satisfaction of checking email or chatting online.
It needs to stop, and I've been trying, and praying, but I can't stop.
I don't want to tell anyone because it's just way too embarrassing. I really should have a grip on my life. I really should be able to get my assignments done on time. I do write well, I just leave it off until the day before. So stupidly. I have time to do the things I need to and I waste it.
Please, please pray for me.
Thanks.