Why not????
try reading it.
even in english ,
unless alzheimers or similar(physical trouble, not demonic deception) is hindering,
and if that's the case(some physical/mental malady) ,
let me know and I'll try to explain more simply.
if you're following or believing some other teaching or school that's heretical, if you trust some other flesh/man/teaching,
then
no one here or anywhere i know can help (even God won't, unless He decides to) .
online it is not possible just from your posts, so far,
to know (without revelation, as God holds all the answers) what the problem is - to know why there is
difficulty understanding simple english may be old age, medicine, drugs, or several other things,
or even
as sometimes occurs, just mis-understanding of english grammar, syntext, context or usage.
one thing scripture notes, is that if there is any known or hidden sin, unconfessed to God, unrepented of, and willingly allowed,
then that by itself
can prevent understanding of any truth, until God grants release.