They called it a node. I'm not worried. While I'm here, I'm constantly pointed in the direction of the kingdom of heaven. I look at that as a bonus no matter what state I'm in. Thank you, prayers are always good.
The fish? Some find this personally interesting. The first evidence I saw were the words ask a fish and it will tell you what God has done by His own hands. I asked God to teach me the things I couldn't possibly know without Him. Have you ever seen the image of the christian fish on the back of a car? Some call that a Jesus fish, but do not know how to apply this personally to their own lives. Have you ever heard the expression, don't go there. Well, it's true, we went there; but God made that place so that we could be redeemed. I did not know to say it that way until my own salvation and two places in the bible. In the Old Testament a prophet named Habakkuk asked God, "Why do You make me like fish of the sea; like creatures who wonder as if they have no ruler over them." These are the lost Jesus speaks of when He said, "Follow Me, and I will make you fishers of men." This is the fulfillment of words of the prophet, but there are other Old Testament prophets that used similar language. This story continues into the parable of a coin in the fish's mouth, which is also about you (and me). It is the fulfillment of an Old Testament law, which Jesus revealed in parable, the meaning of that law. It would take another couple minutes to share that, but I don't want to push this. If you are interested, I will continue.