I try not to read the news anymore because it's so depressing and scary. But I truly don't know what's coming and even if I did, what can I possibly do to prevent it? I pray all the time and commit everything to the Lord. But seriously, what can anyone do to prevent what's coming?
Yeah, I have recently learned to hide my head in the sand ( if just a little) because even I cant listen to the news anymore
I might look a topic or two up on the news board out of curiosity (on certain things) but beyond that I just cant look at everything (not anymore) lol
So even online Im a little hesitent.
I'll be thinking, hmmm... just take a peek in, then this other voice kicks in saying "dont you click on that, you'll be so much happier not to know whats in there!"
That voice wins more nowadays (whoever that is) lol
Its like everything makes stomach tie itself in a million knots.
But I was like that with the mail (and opening it) for a couple of years, because my stomach would do that same thing depending on the sender. I would fret when the mail arrived, and would just stare at the envelopes for a while (feeling sick)
Man... I never had that before, and I dont understand why stress lays heavier on me now, it never had before.
Im wondering if its an age thing, or just a woman/ age thing, but not sure though.