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skylove7

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Did someone post a duckface selfie and announce they just shaved their legs up in here? Lol...oh forgive me dear Christians, I thought this was Facebook! Haha...God bless you! I love you all! Goodnight!
 
rachelsedge

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Something small happened on Friday, small and yet it started the emotional avalanche that I am now buried under.

I have accepted defeat. I am killing all hope. It is better that way for me, right now. At this point I'd rather live as a cynic, cold to glimmers of possibility, than to live as a pained hopeful.

I don't want to hear cliche Christian answers. Maybe they are true, but I am not at the point at which I will take them to heart.

Just a heads up, really, since until I dig my way out, I likely won't be on much.
 
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Tintin

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skylove7 said:
Did someone post a duckface selfie and announce they just shaved their legs up in here? Lol...oh forgive me dear Christians, I thought this was Facebook! Haha...God bless you! I love you all! Goodnight!
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I didn't make a duckface and I shaved my beard, not my legs. But close. So, congrats.
 
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rachelsedge said:
Something small happened on Friday, small and yet it started the emotional avalanche that I am now buried under.

I have accepted defeat. I am killing all hope. It is better that way for me, right now. At this point I'd rather live as a cynic, cold to glimmers of possibility, than to live as a pained hopeful.

I don't want to hear cliche Christian answers. Maybe they are true, but I am not at the point at which I will take them to heart.

Just a heads up, really, since until I dig my way out, I likely won't be on much.
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I'm so sorry, Rachel. I feel awful for you. Personally, I'm at the point where I'm just trusting God, even though I don't see fruit. Surrendering to God doesn't come easy to me either. Platitudes don't help, they're just empty words. It's difficult. I don't know what's going on and it's not my place to ask. I know I can't say anything here that will help at a time like this, but I'll be praying for you, my dear sister.
 
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Grace-Like-Rain

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rachelsedge said:
Something small happened on Friday, small and yet it started the emotional avalanche that I am now buried under.

I have accepted defeat. I am killing all hope. It is better that way for me, right now. At this point I'd rather live as a cynic, cold to glimmers of possibility, than to live as a pained hopeful.

I don't want to hear cliche Christian answers. Maybe they are true, but I am not at the point at which I will take them to heart.

Just a heads up, really, since until I dig my way out, I likely won't be on much.
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*HUGS* Rachel. I'm sorry life is crappy right now. :(
 
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rachelsedge said:
Something small happened on Friday, small and yet it started the emotional avalanche that I am now buried under.

I have accepted defeat. I am killing all hope. It is better that way for me, right now. At this point I'd rather live as a cynic, cold to glimmers of possibility, than to live as a pained hopeful.

I don't want to hear cliche Christian answers. Maybe they are true, but I am not at the point at which I will take them to heart.

Just a heads up, really, since until I dig my way out, I likely won't be on much.
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Come on over, we can be cynical together.
 
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wwjd_kilden

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*hugs Rachel*
Sometimes giving up is good, it means we stop banging our heads against the wrong wall (missing the door)
 
WhiteWolfOfTheBlackForest

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You think at times you are doing right, and then later when you reflect back sometimes you realise how much unnecessary havoc you caused by your decisions. The people that got effected by your choices. But this is how life is, we can only keep moving forward to find meaning at the end for what we have done.
 
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WhiteWolfOfTheBlackForest said:
You think at times you are doing right, and then later when you reflect back sometimes you realise how much unnecessary havoc you caused by your decisions. The people that got effected by your choices. But this is how life is, we can only keep moving forward to find meaning at the end for what we have done.
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......and, when necessary, apologize, don't care what Gibbs says...........
 
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rachelsedge said:
Something small happened on Friday, small and yet it started the emotional avalanche that I am now buried under.

I have accepted defeat. I am killing all hope. It is better that way for me, right now. At this point I'd rather live as a cynic, cold to glimmers of possibility, than to live as a pained hopeful.

I don't want to hear cliche Christian answers. Maybe they are true, but I am not at the point at which I will take them to heart.

Just a heads up, really, since until I dig my way out, I likely won't be on much.
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Life sucks! People stink! Chocolate and Ice Cream are your best friends!
 
JesusLives

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p_rehbein said:
Life sucks! People stink! Chocolate and Ice Cream are your best friends!
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Hey Elephant could use your help in Speak Your Mind have a truthseeker and it is early for the Blond to be fighting for the Lord alone.... come on over and help a Blond out..... We have a live one....
 
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Hey Elephant could use your help in Speak Your Mind have a truthseeker and it is early for the Blond to be fighting for the Lord alone.... come on over and help a Blond out..... We have a live one....
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He comes around all the time.......one screen name or another........already spotted him. Just don't bother responding to his comments.............best way. He won't be here long, sooner or later he will slip up and go too far with his condemnations.
 
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He comes around all the time.......one screen name or another........already spotted him. Just don't bother responding to his comments.............best way. He won't be here long, sooner or later he will slip up and go too far with his condemnations.
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But aren't we suppose to be seed planters. Maybe just maybe one day a seed will grow and God will get through? For real....or is this my Blond hope springs eternal feature?
 
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JesusLives said:
But aren't we suppose to be seed planters. Maybe just maybe one day a seed will grow and God will get through? For real....or is this my Blond hope springs eternal feature?
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If all the seeds that have been planted towards him were to bloom, he would be a rain forest by now. Do what you feel led to, but don't be sad when you are rebuked. And don't be offended when his rebuke becomes more and more personal.
 
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This may strengthen you:

Psalm 18:32-34 the God who equipped me with strength and made my way blameless. He made my feet like the feet of a deer and set me secure on the heights. He trains my hands for war, so that my arms can bend a bow of bronze.
 
JesusLives

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p_rehbein said:
If all the seeds that have been planted towards him were to bloom, he would be a rain forest by now. Do what you feel led to, but don't be sad when you are rebuked. And don't be offended when his rebuke becomes more and more personal.
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Blond is willing to suffer for the cause if it means one might make a choice for Dad.....I mean I have already been told I is going to hell and am a demon how much worse can it get? I try to always hold out hope for them.....
 
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JesusLives said:
Blond is willing to suffer for the cause if it means one might make a choice for Dad.....I mean I have already been told I is going to hell and am a demon how much worse can it get? I try to always hold out hope for them.....
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Suddenly, I can't help but think of the post I put on the "sub-consciousness" thread..........you should read it ;)
 
Lynx

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rachelsedge said:
Something small happened on Friday, small and yet it started the emotional avalanche that I am now buried under.

I have accepted defeat. I am killing all hope. It is better that way for me, right now. At this point I'd rather live as a cynic, cold to glimmers of possibility, than to live as a pained hopeful.

I don't want to hear cliche Christian answers. Maybe they are true, but I am not at the point at which I will take them to heart.

Just a heads up, really, since until I dig my way out, I likely won't be on much.
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Someday you will feel better... but someday can be a long, long way away. What do you do between now and someday?

[video=youtube;qnj7NNN7cy8]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnj7NNN7cy8[/video]
 
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