Hello my title is needed I'm new to this site, i read ur stories, so just let me say this, it's great u being the mother u are to ur children but there grown now, and, have their on family, i don't believe that God has put u in that position, it's not his desire for us to be alone, we some time sike are selves out to what God really want, so please understand as parents once we have loved are kids, sheltered, are kids, fead are kids, clothes are kids, are jobs are done we have to be happy, we need companionship there's know reason why u should not enjoy ur life now, peace and blessings.