I need help so bad. I feel like I am slipping. For 2 days now I have had to force myself to watch the Bible (I ordered the entire NIV on DVD) and having a hard time praying. I am lost and confused right now, and like growing bored of my life. I don't know what to do. I know that you guys and girls can't help me as I have to help myself. I am saddened at this time.