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Angelo123
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So,here's my testimony everyone!I hope you enjoy!
So,here I am,19:12pm,about to write my testimony under kundalini attacks(my upper side of my eyes flash black for a second,my head-supposedly the 3rd chakra-hurts like somebody is trying to bring this "eye" out.Imigraine and headache suck and finally blasphemous thoughts are invading my mind)
Anyways,I started as a Christian.My mother is deeply religious and kinda blessed by God(She had some visions by God,guiding her when she was led astray)so I could not say anything bad about God because "It was a shame".So,one day,I came across a buddhist site.I liked buddha principles and I wanted to be a buddhist.Although I was afraid that God would get angry at me,I quickly forgot it when I,started meditating.I felt a peace and my anger issues had "supernaturally" gone.So,I started getting obsessed with it.But I made a grave mistake my friends...
Easter was in a few days and when I went to the church at first I denied to kissed the cross.Then I kissed it with disgust because I was a PRIDEFUL-L buddhist.I am taking my lesson until right now.I think It was almost 2 years ago.
After that,the counterfeit peace of safety by meditation literally DIED.I was angry and I saw what buddhism really was.False.Idolatrous,replacing love with compassion and achieving "nirvana" by a completely unknown "divine" source in a masochistic way.
Then I started thinking:Why do people worship Satan if God is false?
So,I worshipped Satan(Enki).Yes funny I know.Do not feel guilty of laughing,I am laughing at my idiotness too.lol.Why enki?Because I was too prideful to sell my soul immediately to Satan.(My thought was twisted and manipulated by).
So,I lighted up a candle,I went to the balcony,I signed with blood this shitty "contract" and then...I was paralyzed by fear,guilt,TERROR.I thought It would be a bliss just like Enki-tic priest described.I know realize that this was God bringing me to my senses.
Thank you Father,I repent!
I threw the candle in a wardrobe kinda thing furniture(lol) and I found it a couple of weeks ago,while I was helping my mother do some work.Memories came to hunt me.The contract which was semi-burned disappeared and the candle was just like it was 2 years ago.Under over 9 pieces of wood(I think)It was there.Clean and burnt.(I am still paralyzed now).Satanic powers comes to hunt you down people REPENT.
Anyway,I stepped right into mysticism and the occult .I was fascinated!All that ancient knowledge being revealed in front of me!Nice,right?Bullshit.
Although these experiences changed the depths of my soul forever because I opened doorways to demons,almost nothing worked that involved "spirit".Why?Because I was baptised.I am the temple of the Holy Spirit,so although I willfully rebelled,I was still protected.I only had nightmares(occulting nightmares,that when I woke up,I felt 110% obliged to "google" the meaning of the dream.After some problems with meditation(like a nightmare that I was in a moonlight in the yard of my house and a wolf bit my hand.When I woke up I felt the scratch.)I saw many more things but the most intense thing I have ever had was a satanic attack in my sleep.While I was sleeping,I opened my eyes a little bit and all waa blood-red.I was changing stances while trying to sleep(It felt like I was being kicked)and I felt my forehead(supposedly the 3rd eye)being bitten,scratched and hit by a lightning.
In fact,some weeks ago,while having a regular sleep,I had a sleep paralysis incident.And I tried to wake up.That's when I heard a beautiful but evil voice saying:"Not yet,Angelo stay with Satan a bit longer".I instantly said the name of Christ and then I woke up like a sheep.Peacefully.But I felt the wolf-scratch that I had 1 year ago.Generally,everytime I am attacked,I feel the past marks coming back.
So after realising that Satan is behind all this,I turned to atheism.But atheism is false.Why?Because atheists deny the Creator so hard and they defend their defective evolution even harder that Atheism has become a RELIGION.An unfair one.Unfair because It denies afterlife.Afterlife is HOPE for every kid dying out of starvation,illnesses and wars.It is every christian's hope that his Father will literally let him to hug Him.Eternally.
Also,every other religion is faulty.I just cannot "destroy" the foundation that the God of the Bible is the one true God because the Bible,when I compared it to other "bible-wanabees" was 100% accurate.The same goes to the profecies(Although my hardened heart makes me treat the Bible with total disbelief because of my emotions.NEVER trust emotions.I learn that the harsh way.Keep reading)
So,later,I left atheism and became(prepare to laugh)the extremely hardcore version of the prodigal son.I treated God like a taskmaster.An office.But later,I acknowledged His feelings with ease.He feels what I feel.I am made in His image.Although He is in total control of what He feels,I mean not.So after turning my back to Him a billion times,one day I cried my GUTS out to God.A first I God TRULLY mad.But after shouting at Him,I came to a realisation.My last sentence before I cried was :"I need you".I cried with total honest until intrusive,sexual thoughts about Jesus,came to the party.I literally died emotionally in a second.I stopped crying and generally I could not FEEL.That how a satanic attack is.Feelings-centered.That day I trully accepted Jesus as my saviour and for a milisecond I felt a fulfilling love that made me fall on my wardrobe and then the floor.
After trying as much I could to serve God(praying,refusing to sin as much as I could,reading the bible,loving others etc)I felt useless.I cried for 2 or 3 nights in a row for God to take me a hug.Literally I cried from the depths of my soul,"DADDY HUG ME".I felt betrayed.I then felt something this need for love.Hatred,anger and revenge.I beg you to believe me,I have never hated a person.NEVER.Not even my drunkard,abusive father which I love despite my mother not liking that I forgave him(because he abused her).
So,this revenge was new to me.I have never felt such EVIL.I beg you again to believe me,It felt like Satan was giving me a part of himself to "taste".The need to take revenge from God and make Him as sad as possible.This revenge was so powerfully intense,that my hole being was being sustained by anger and strengthened by revenge.I am angry right now.Believe me,It is both my most favourite addiction(I LOVE being angry)and my most hated one.It is destructive.Sadly,I listened to my anger.I denounced God and accused Him of being a liar,glory-addicted,false God.(I posted this on my thread today)
So,I turned to Hinduism.I did not worship any of these demonic gods,because I knew who the true God was.Instead,I worshipped 1 entity and another 1 utterly wicked being:
The entity:Kundalini
The being:Me.
So,after meditating,I had some chakra problems.
Imbalance.
I am also being attacked right now.My eyes are flashing black for a sec,I have a migraine(imigraine???)and I feel my energy getting drained.I feel my soul dying.Demons are tearing my soul apart.
CHRISTIANS:Glorify your Father,do not let your pride blind you,LOVE your Father,His Son and His Spirit and love all humans.Do not commit the mistakes I have.Please,If Satan is tempting you now,thank him for passing by and humiliate him by showing that your faith is infinitely better than his prejudged fate.
And If you feel tempted into converting to other religions,ask yourself these questions:
1)If The Bible God is not true,why does Satanic worship exist?
2)If you consider these demonic cults to be true,then why do not they have a steady doctrine?Why is it so mystical.And also,why do millions of pagan gods pop up out of nowhere,desperately seeking to be worshipped and fit us with glasses with their "ancient wisdom"?Does not that perfectly fit the description of demons in the O.T.?
3a)Atheists!I respect your need to cease to exist when you die,but is this fair for these people who die out of illnesses,war and starvation?
3b)Humanists!Do you really think that humans have a divine potential in their current state?Do you think Hitler or Stalin could have had a divine potential?Even if they were given a second chance in life,even if they went sinless they would still be fools.Why?Because they would worship science.They would worship the creation.
Meditate on the following quote people please.I saw this enlighting quote on this website:"Gravity explains the motion of the planets but It does not explain who sets the planets in motion."
4)Always compare religions!"Test the spirits"!
Ask them via The Bible if they are godly.If they are they will be angels(in a dream or something) in complete obedience to God's word.Or else rebuke them.
WARNING:Satan appears as an angel of light.
Anyways,I know that those things are pretty obvious for the Christian but in case anyone wants to share this,PLEASE I beg you to do so.We must awaken the masses!
Finalizing,I know the testimony is bad because of my english but I am 100% sure It is worth reading.Lean to God's hug please!Look up to the sky,raise your hands and scream,"I love you GOD".
God Bless us all.
So,here I am,19:12pm,about to write my testimony under kundalini attacks(my upper side of my eyes flash black for a second,my head-supposedly the 3rd chakra-hurts like somebody is trying to bring this "eye" out.Imigraine and headache suck and finally blasphemous thoughts are invading my mind)
Anyways,I started as a Christian.My mother is deeply religious and kinda blessed by God(She had some visions by God,guiding her when she was led astray)so I could not say anything bad about God because "It was a shame".So,one day,I came across a buddhist site.I liked buddha principles and I wanted to be a buddhist.Although I was afraid that God would get angry at me,I quickly forgot it when I,started meditating.I felt a peace and my anger issues had "supernaturally" gone.So,I started getting obsessed with it.But I made a grave mistake my friends...
Easter was in a few days and when I went to the church at first I denied to kissed the cross.Then I kissed it with disgust because I was a PRIDEFUL-L buddhist.I am taking my lesson until right now.I think It was almost 2 years ago.
After that,the counterfeit peace of safety by meditation literally DIED.I was angry and I saw what buddhism really was.False.Idolatrous,replacing love with compassion and achieving "nirvana" by a completely unknown "divine" source in a masochistic way.
Then I started thinking:Why do people worship Satan if God is false?
So,I worshipped Satan(Enki).Yes funny I know.Do not feel guilty of laughing,I am laughing at my idiotness too.lol.Why enki?Because I was too prideful to sell my soul immediately to Satan.(My thought was twisted and manipulated by).
So,I lighted up a candle,I went to the balcony,I signed with blood this shitty "contract" and then...I was paralyzed by fear,guilt,TERROR.I thought It would be a bliss just like Enki-tic priest described.I know realize that this was God bringing me to my senses.
Thank you Father,I repent!
I threw the candle in a wardrobe kinda thing furniture(lol) and I found it a couple of weeks ago,while I was helping my mother do some work.Memories came to hunt me.The contract which was semi-burned disappeared and the candle was just like it was 2 years ago.Under over 9 pieces of wood(I think)It was there.Clean and burnt.(I am still paralyzed now).Satanic powers comes to hunt you down people REPENT.
Anyway,I stepped right into mysticism and the occult .I was fascinated!All that ancient knowledge being revealed in front of me!Nice,right?Bullshit.
Although these experiences changed the depths of my soul forever because I opened doorways to demons,almost nothing worked that involved "spirit".Why?Because I was baptised.I am the temple of the Holy Spirit,so although I willfully rebelled,I was still protected.I only had nightmares(occulting nightmares,that when I woke up,I felt 110% obliged to "google" the meaning of the dream.After some problems with meditation(like a nightmare that I was in a moonlight in the yard of my house and a wolf bit my hand.When I woke up I felt the scratch.)I saw many more things but the most intense thing I have ever had was a satanic attack in my sleep.While I was sleeping,I opened my eyes a little bit and all waa blood-red.I was changing stances while trying to sleep(It felt like I was being kicked)and I felt my forehead(supposedly the 3rd eye)being bitten,scratched and hit by a lightning.
In fact,some weeks ago,while having a regular sleep,I had a sleep paralysis incident.And I tried to wake up.That's when I heard a beautiful but evil voice saying:"Not yet,Angelo stay with Satan a bit longer".I instantly said the name of Christ and then I woke up like a sheep.Peacefully.But I felt the wolf-scratch that I had 1 year ago.Generally,everytime I am attacked,I feel the past marks coming back.
So after realising that Satan is behind all this,I turned to atheism.But atheism is false.Why?Because atheists deny the Creator so hard and they defend their defective evolution even harder that Atheism has become a RELIGION.An unfair one.Unfair because It denies afterlife.Afterlife is HOPE for every kid dying out of starvation,illnesses and wars.It is every christian's hope that his Father will literally let him to hug Him.Eternally.
Also,every other religion is faulty.I just cannot "destroy" the foundation that the God of the Bible is the one true God because the Bible,when I compared it to other "bible-wanabees" was 100% accurate.The same goes to the profecies(Although my hardened heart makes me treat the Bible with total disbelief because of my emotions.NEVER trust emotions.I learn that the harsh way.Keep reading)
So,later,I left atheism and became(prepare to laugh)the extremely hardcore version of the prodigal son.I treated God like a taskmaster.An office.But later,I acknowledged His feelings with ease.He feels what I feel.I am made in His image.Although He is in total control of what He feels,I mean not.So after turning my back to Him a billion times,one day I cried my GUTS out to God.A first I God TRULLY mad.But after shouting at Him,I came to a realisation.My last sentence before I cried was :"I need you".I cried with total honest until intrusive,sexual thoughts about Jesus,came to the party.I literally died emotionally in a second.I stopped crying and generally I could not FEEL.That how a satanic attack is.Feelings-centered.That day I trully accepted Jesus as my saviour and for a milisecond I felt a fulfilling love that made me fall on my wardrobe and then the floor.
After trying as much I could to serve God(praying,refusing to sin as much as I could,reading the bible,loving others etc)I felt useless.I cried for 2 or 3 nights in a row for God to take me a hug.Literally I cried from the depths of my soul,"DADDY HUG ME".I felt betrayed.I then felt something this need for love.Hatred,anger and revenge.I beg you to believe me,I have never hated a person.NEVER.Not even my drunkard,abusive father which I love despite my mother not liking that I forgave him(because he abused her).
So,this revenge was new to me.I have never felt such EVIL.I beg you again to believe me,It felt like Satan was giving me a part of himself to "taste".The need to take revenge from God and make Him as sad as possible.This revenge was so powerfully intense,that my hole being was being sustained by anger and strengthened by revenge.I am angry right now.Believe me,It is both my most favourite addiction(I LOVE being angry)and my most hated one.It is destructive.Sadly,I listened to my anger.I denounced God and accused Him of being a liar,glory-addicted,false God.(I posted this on my thread today)
So,I turned to Hinduism.I did not worship any of these demonic gods,because I knew who the true God was.Instead,I worshipped 1 entity and another 1 utterly wicked being:
The entity:Kundalini
The being:Me.
So,after meditating,I had some chakra problems.
Imbalance.
I am also being attacked right now.My eyes are flashing black for a sec,I have a migraine(imigraine???)and I feel my energy getting drained.I feel my soul dying.Demons are tearing my soul apart.
CHRISTIANS:Glorify your Father,do not let your pride blind you,LOVE your Father,His Son and His Spirit and love all humans.Do not commit the mistakes I have.Please,If Satan is tempting you now,thank him for passing by and humiliate him by showing that your faith is infinitely better than his prejudged fate.
And If you feel tempted into converting to other religions,ask yourself these questions:
1)If The Bible God is not true,why does Satanic worship exist?
2)If you consider these demonic cults to be true,then why do not they have a steady doctrine?Why is it so mystical.And also,why do millions of pagan gods pop up out of nowhere,desperately seeking to be worshipped and fit us with glasses with their "ancient wisdom"?Does not that perfectly fit the description of demons in the O.T.?
3a)Atheists!I respect your need to cease to exist when you die,but is this fair for these people who die out of illnesses,war and starvation?
3b)Humanists!Do you really think that humans have a divine potential in their current state?Do you think Hitler or Stalin could have had a divine potential?Even if they were given a second chance in life,even if they went sinless they would still be fools.Why?Because they would worship science.They would worship the creation.
Meditate on the following quote people please.I saw this enlighting quote on this website:"Gravity explains the motion of the planets but It does not explain who sets the planets in motion."
4)Always compare religions!"Test the spirits"!
Ask them via The Bible if they are godly.If they are they will be angels(in a dream or something) in complete obedience to God's word.Or else rebuke them.
WARNING:Satan appears as an angel of light.
Anyways,I know that those things are pretty obvious for the Christian but in case anyone wants to share this,PLEASE I beg you to do so.We must awaken the masses!
Finalizing,I know the testimony is bad because of my english but I am 100% sure It is worth reading.Lean to God's hug please!Look up to the sky,raise your hands and scream,"I love you GOD".
God Bless us all.
