oddly enough, in my life i've done just that, and it turns out that a long time later, the 'heavy' Christian music that i find blessing in is even more brutal, more aggressive, darker, more frenetic and broodier than what i used to listen to.
i disagree wholeheartedly with this preconception that anything 'angry' or 'aggressive' cannot possibly reflect God. while He is the God of all comfort and peace, He is also the One who judges the earth, and vengeance belongs to Him. the Lord is a warrior, and war is not a soothing lullaby that gives a person warm fuzzy feelings inside. we are involved in a battle every day - aren't we instructed to put on spiritual armor? is that so we can be lulled to sleep in the back pew by gentle melodies? there is a time and place for these emotions.
to love God is to hate sin. we know we will share in His life because we share in His (violent and gruesome) death. these things are also part of my walk with Him.
and these things have been strengthened and clarified in me as time has elapsed. i listen to, and love, and am blessed by, and thank God for, and glory to God in some very extreme forms of music.
i realize that this is not for everyone, and some are 'not so far removed from idolatry' to be able to accept some forms of expression, because they cannot separate the association with evil from their former lives with the honorable purpose of some emotions and meta-genres. for example, you might perceive all Christians who sing in a hip-hop style, "gangsta rap" even though what they are doing and talking about has absolutely nothing to do with gang activity, or is diametrically opposed to it in content. or you might consider every shrieking voice "satanic" without any regard whatsoever for the reasons behind the use of that artistic form.
i'm not going to post any of this sort of music in this thread because it'll just offend those who can't understand it.
i just want you to know, Jason, that i did spend many years not listening to anything like metal, but listening to a lot of much softer musical styles, but was drawn back to it through the Spirit and in a great deal more powerful way than what i ever gave ear to before.
just so you know, my personal experience is much different than your conjecture.
i disagree wholeheartedly with this preconception that anything 'angry' or 'aggressive' cannot possibly reflect God. while He is the God of all comfort and peace, He is also the One who judges the earth, and vengeance belongs to Him. the Lord is a warrior, and war is not a soothing lullaby that gives a person warm fuzzy feelings inside. we are involved in a battle every day - aren't we instructed to put on spiritual armor? is that so we can be lulled to sleep in the back pew by gentle melodies? there is a time and place for these emotions.
to love God is to hate sin. we know we will share in His life because we share in His (violent and gruesome) death. these things are also part of my walk with Him.
and these things have been strengthened and clarified in me as time has elapsed. i listen to, and love, and am blessed by, and thank God for, and glory to God in some very extreme forms of music.
i realize that this is not for everyone, and some are 'not so far removed from idolatry' to be able to accept some forms of expression, because they cannot separate the association with evil from their former lives with the honorable purpose of some emotions and meta-genres. for example, you might perceive all Christians who sing in a hip-hop style, "gangsta rap" even though what they are doing and talking about has absolutely nothing to do with gang activity, or is diametrically opposed to it in content. or you might consider every shrieking voice "satanic" without any regard whatsoever for the reasons behind the use of that artistic form.
i'm not going to post any of this sort of music in this thread because it'll just offend those who can't understand it.
i just want you to know, Jason, that i did spend many years not listening to anything like metal, but listening to a lot of much softer musical styles, but was drawn back to it through the Spirit and in a great deal more powerful way than what i ever gave ear to before.
just so you know, my personal experience is much different than your conjecture.