That is your own 'interpretation' of 'natural fear' and it is 'carnal' and of this world.
Who is beating you with a 'stick', as it is a 'lie' from you, when the Word of GOD have 'spoken, as it is written' and is the 'Sword of the SPIRIT' have 'cut' you, and all of us.
Therefore you claim to be the righteousness of GOD, in CHRIST, henceforth 'answer the question', about 'To whom GOD will look'?
Stop 'babbling' and rather 'witness in faith'. Then we will be able to recognize you, apart from 'counterfeits' and 'imposters'.