I used to think the same thing,then God delivered me from it .I smoked everyday 3,4, times a day i thought i needed it I was rong God wants us to have a sober mind not a vivid imagination of what he is .I had to stop making excuses for it,now i live sober and enjoy the life Jesus died for me to have.Here are some scripture for you to look at we need to keep a sober mind to be aware of the devils tricks.Romans12:03 1Thessalonians 5 God bless you and show you the truth.