See above. Does it look like I'm not studying scripture? Does it look like I'm not seeking God?
I have never heard God's voice, except in his word. I have listened to preachers and gotten nonWord out of them. Spent a couple of decades wasting away under the words of men posing as the Word of God. Then a couple of decades trying to erase those words and replace them with God's. Trusting my spirit to be God's spirit is like trusting a used car salesman to be honesty with me. I've always managed to buy cars off them, but I don't ever recall actually getting the car they promised.
The first thing I was told by a coworker when I told him which church I was going to join was "don't drink the Kool-Aid. He wasn't wrong, although he missed the timing. The Jimmy-Jones of the church left the week I joined what was left of that church.
I don't like repeating past mistakes. (And that wasn't a mistake, since that's where I met hubby.) What you're preaching is all the past mistakes I've already made. God's more obvious than whoever is teaching you how to connect with him.
I have never heard God's voice, except in his word. I have listened to preachers and gotten nonWord out of them. Spent a couple of decades wasting away under the words of men posing as the Word of God. Then a couple of decades trying to erase those words and replace them with God's. Trusting my spirit to be God's spirit is like trusting a used car salesman to be honesty with me. I've always managed to buy cars off them, but I don't ever recall actually getting the car they promised.
The first thing I was told by a coworker when I told him which church I was going to join was "don't drink the Kool-Aid. He wasn't wrong, although he missed the timing. The Jimmy-Jones of the church left the week I joined what was left of that church.
I don't like repeating past mistakes. (And that wasn't a mistake, since that's where I met hubby.) What you're preaching is all the past mistakes I've already made. God's more obvious than whoever is teaching you how to connect with him.