I got that! (I'm dense, not impenetrable. lol) I do feel better knowing the apostles were equally as dense and yet God got through. Thank you.
(I have to get some work done, so will have to come back to this thread later. Sorry 'bout that, folks.)
Again, how did He get through?
Let's face it...more often than not, the disciples were clueless for the 3 to 3 1/2 years that Jesus walked with them. Peter once rightly identified Jesus as the Christ, only because flesh and blood hadn't revealed it to him, but God the Father had revealed it to him...and then Jesus basically told him that he was being led by the devil shortly thereafter when He said, "Get thee behind me, Satan". The disciples were always either asking Jesus to explain things to them in private or Jesus had to interrupt them and show them how far removed from the truth they actually were. On one occasion, He went so far as to tell them that they didn't even know what spirit they were of...which leads to an interesting question:
When, exactly, did the Apostles/disciples actually receive the Holy Spirit?
Some would say in John chapter 20 when Jesus breathed on them and told them to receive the Holy Ghost after He had risen from the dead and others would say not until the day of Pentecost. In either case, again, they were clueless apart from the Holy Spirit and so are we. You're actually in a good place in that you recognize that you cannot understand the things of God after so long a time because God will actually resist us until we totally rely upon His Spirit's guidance in our lives. Believe me, I've been there and I've learned this lesson the hard way myself.
This analogy may fail a bit because it involves human beings, but my mother was a language teacher for 30 years (she taught Italian, Latin, French and Spanish and she spoke some other languages as well) and my wife is a native Panamanian whose native tongue is Spanish. If I was handed a document in Spanish, a document which possibly affected my eternal destiny, then you'd better believe that I'd be asking one of these two people who are way more fluent in Spanish than I'll ever be for assistance in understanding the document.
My point?
Again, all scripture was inspired by the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of truth, and He knows what it says and what it means. Put your reliance upon Him because He was sent unto us for this very purpose:
"These things have I spoken unto you, being yet present with you. But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you." (John 14:25-26)
When their Teacher, Jesus, left, another Comforter was sent unto them to not only teach them all things, but also to bring all things back to their remembrance in relation to what Jesus Himself had already taught them. When I became a Christian 27 years ago, this was the first scripture that I ever grabbed a hold of and I've prayed for God to do the same for me ever since. Now, there will be some who will object and say, "That promise was for the Apostles and not for you!", but this same John later wrote:
"Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time. They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us. But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things." (I John 20:18-20)
Again, he wrote:
"These things have I written unto you concerning them that seduce you. But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him." (I John 2:26-27)
What is the average layperson's safeguard from antichrists and deceivers? It is the unction or the anointing of the Holy Spirit that teaches US all things and is truth and is no lie and even as this same anointing or this same Holy Spirit has taught US, WE shall abide in Him (Christ).
God hasn't left YOU comfortless, Lynn. The Holy Spirit, the Spirit of truth, is available to YOU to not only teach YOU all things and to bring all things to YOUR remembrance, but also to enable or empower YOU to truly abide in Christ.
That's great news.