Typically, I am not a huge fan of Chris Tomlin. However, without getting into details, some stuff went down yesterday and as I'm mourning, in a way, I'm confused, angry, sad, etc etc. I had to leave work earlier because of it.
As I'm crying out to God, asking what's happening and why things happened the way they did, I realized His cross is enough, his death was enough, and his resurrection was enough. I take hope and I take refuge with Him. I have peace because I know He is with me. I take joy because His strength is something that continues being poured out to me. He made me an overcomer, He made me victorious through the blood that was shed.
I don't cry usually. It usually takes a lot to make me upset or to cry, but because of what's been happening, I cried many tears yesterday to where I didn't even know how to deal with it. As God spoke to me, "Just cry," I couldn't run away from it. I was able to cry out to Him and just be completely honest with everything.
The reason I mentioned Chris Tomlin was when I was crying out to Jesus, crying out in my confusion, anger, and sadness....this song came on Pandora (which obviously led me to more tears haha. Everyone, I was a mess to where I didn't even know what to do with!)
Regardless, I am still whole.
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