lucky im not jesus

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People are lucky im not jesus.i dont think i could die die for anyone in this world,im so bitter and cold from all the crap peoples done to me.this world is cold and uncareing and half the christains out there are the reason i feel this way.they say they want to pray but they dont ever call to check on me to even see if im ok are if i need anything.i hate this world.are at least the northwest of it,i want to go back to the south where humanitys not so cold and distant.i normaly wouldent post this but since my best friends in a mental institution and i cant talk to anyone else ill just vent here.i dont even really know if i can read my bible cause im still kind of mad at God cause ofwhat he has allowed to happen.At least hes still there for me when no other human can even stand the sight of me.thats ok cause i cant stand them either.
 
People are lucky im not jesus.i dont think i could die die for anyone in this world,im so bitter and cold from all the crap peoples done to me.this world is cold and uncareing and half the christains out there are the reason i feel this way.they say they want to pray but they dont ever call to check on me to even see if im ok are if i need anything.i hate this world.are at least the northwest of it,i want to go back to the south where humanitys not so cold and distant.i normaly wouldent post this but since my best friends in a mental institution and i cant talk to anyone else ill just vent here.i dont even really know if i can read my bible cause im still kind of mad at God cause ofwhat he has allowed to happen.At least hes still there for me when no other human can even stand the sight of me.thats ok cause i cant stand them either.

Well, sorry for putting this bluntly but I think the issue might be you. You expect others to be what your mind creates them to be and you aren't happy when this doesn't happen. Why do you expect others to call you after they said they would pray for you? why isn't God enough for you? No person is going to show you the love God can. We humans are ugly creatures at times, even the Christian ones. How sure are you that the people you asked to pray for you are true Jesus following Christians?

Your focus should be on God not what people do and don't do. The disciples would be some really sorry people if they put their trust in people instead of God. Get into the Word of God and follow it. You can sit in your self pity and keep on hating the world or you can learn to love yourself as God loves you and eventually you will start loving the world again.

God Bless
 
I am sorry that you feel like this. I saw you are having problems but I didn't understand everything you wrote in the thread "falling apart".

Do you belong to a church?
 
I dont go to church cause we dont have a car and the bus doesent run on sundays.we could walk but all its been doing is rainning on sundays.