plz pray for me

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veritasaequitas

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k so i have so much stuff going on i don't even know where to start
the past 3 years things just keep getting worse and worse
and i have prayed n fasted and some times things don't get worse but they stay bad
and in my church they just say "god is testing you" but i mean this has to be something else right??
everyone has good times and their bad times but for me it seems its just always bad
and no im not a negative person i try and look at the good stuff but sometimes it seems there is nothing good
i guess i just gotta start from the beginning (i ma keep it short i promise)
when i was born i had week bones in my legs and when i was about 3 i fell and broke my ankle
and in my country the health care is really bad and they could not do anything so i came here (to the states) and here they just wanted to amputate my leg because they felt i could not handle the surgery and my parents did not want that for me and just waited for me to grow up and they always said god would heal me
and i prayed n prayed and nothing ever happened so 13 years later (at 16) i had my leg amputated and i lost faith a little i mean i felt like god just forgot bout me but i still kept on praying to understand why this is happening to me.. so the next 3 years were really hard with all the therapy i had to go to to learn to walk again i finally got back on my feet and could walk normally i tried getting my life back on track and get a job n then last july i had a massive heart attack and now im on all this different medicine and i have a coronary aneurysm the doctors don't even know what caused it..they said it could be Kawasaki decease and they cant even do anything to help me and i could have another one at anytime and i just want all this to stop..i honestly don't know how much longer i can take all this.. i owe money to the hospital im on collection and i tried finding a job to i can at least get back on my feet and i just keep getting rejection letters.. plz pray for me cause i don't know what to do anymore..i know its bad to say but i honestly feel like god left me and i don't wanna think like this.. plz pray for me/with me cause i cant do this alone
 
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MonicaR

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You are so young to be going through so much, i can't say i know what you're going through cause I don't but i promise you i will keep you in my prayers. God has not forgotten you.
 
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Ralph

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Sometimes we don't understand why we have to go through so many hard times in our lives, and we don't have the answers to everything. I know you've already heard this but God has a plan and purpose for everything and i strongly believe you will grow as a person and become stronger. God bless you brother, you will be in my prayers
 
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veritasaequitas

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MonicaR said:
You are so young to be going through so much, i can't say i know what you're going through cause I don't but i promise you i will keep you in my prayers. God has not forgotten you.
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thank you so much..it really means allot to me
i know he has not but like deep deep down it just feels like it ={
 
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veritasaequitas

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Ralph said:
Sometimes we don't understand why we have to go through so many hard times in our lives, and we don't have the answers to everything. I know you've already heard this but God has a plan and purpose for everything and i strongly believe you will grow as a person and become stronger. God bless you brother, you will be in my prayers
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i believe that too i just hope i can keep staying strong and not lose faith
thank you and God bless
 
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sunshine_debbie

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God must have a very very special purpose for you. I am heartbroken over all you have been through. I have been through so little and yet your faith is so much stronger then mine. You have taught me a lesson in grace and faith. God be with you. Bless you. Your heart is special.

Debbie
 
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pickles

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You are in my daily prayers.
My daughter has battled a rare desease also.
I see how hard it is for her, I cannot explain why God allows these things in her and in your life.
I have come to believe and see that it is about the faith to live each day despite the affliction.
That faith in Jesus and knowing his love can make you stronger than the affliction.
I will keep you in my prayers for healing in body and streangth of spirit.
Your heart already bares witness your great love and faith.
God bless, pickles
 
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