Well I was wrong, now It's back it's even worse now... Now I'm dealing with the orginal fear, and this one now.... I just can't take this much fear anymore....
Now I'm worried about this one again...
Okay so a 4 or 5 weeks ago. I was peeing at a friends house(This was during a Bible Study), and a little bit got on the toilet seat. So I took a some toilet paper to wipe it off. But it looked like there was some blood or something red on the toilet seat, not my own. I'm not sure if the blood or what ever it was dry or not. I might have had a cut on the area or not, but I don't remember. Anyway, I'm worried. And the freaking site that I posted the original question is freaking down so I can't go back and freaking check. anyway, Could the small bit of blood gone though the toilet paper and gotten into a cut if there was one and get hiv from it? It was .25 to .5 inch in diameter when the blood was dried... I'd guess it was even smaller in diameter when it was wet. 2 of my friends from that Bible Study doesn't know of anyone in the Bible Study has HIV/AIDs, and doesn't think anyone does....
Also...
http://www.thebody.com/Forums/AIDS/SafeSex/Current/Q206632.html
I'm worried about this fear again... I don't even know how to deal with so much fear anymore... It makes in even worse since one of my friends is engaged, while I still don't even have a have a freaking girlfriend....