For the past few days, I have not felt the Lord. A week ago I was constantly thinking about him and I felt him with me. But now I'm constantly distracted and feel that he's at a distance. I want him to be my center of my life but I keep thinking of other things and ignoring him it seems. I'm going to write my book for a while then I'm going to watch testimonies. I can still feel the holy spirit working through me when I watch them because I cry when I watch them. I have a feeling he's testing me. Any advice on how I can get closer to him?