I realize I have been in decline for a while but for the first time I acknowledge why. Today I realized that life stresses and foot pain have took its toll. today I went to foot doctor and he said straight away that I have very flat feet along with chronic plantar fasciitis and lumps the list goes on, basically I have no arches in my feet. Today for the first time in months my partner told his elderly mother that the area I have my name down for sounds ok, he is supporting my needs and realises that I need to be in a better area. all these stresses have been getting me down, when he talks about drug addicts here in the street. I pray to god I get this bungalow I have my name down for and we start in a better area. my partner mother is trying to put a downer on it, buts it's about us. I hate negative influence in my life, I soon feel overwhelmed. Thank you God for helping me and knowing it hasn't been easy.amen I also pray my fiance sees I to need love, I know he gets poorly with his stroke, I ask god to intervene.
