Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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It's never too late to change that. Don't let the things that happened to you in the past dictate your future. Use them to learn and grow! :D

Well I wasn't always like this. I used to be the opposite of what I am now. It's just the last several years have taken its toll on me and all that negative stuff from my past seems to be how it started. As I get older, I'm losing my will to fight on and all I want to do is lay down and wait til God takes me home. I try to put on a 'normal face' for everyone to see, but it's hard to do that anymore because people around are often insensitive.

Anyway, it's complicated... I'm afraid to go back to work because of the horrible experience I went through on my last job. I was bullied and shunned by everyone even my boss and I gave 110% because I told myself I was working for God (but I never discussed religion with them). They were a clique and they simply didn't want me, plus there was a big age difference.

Also, I have no marketable skills anymore. I can't go back into pharmacy because now I'm very forgetful and have trouble thinking sometimes. On top of that, I worry about my mom. Her and my dad were both retired and spent all their time together. Now that he's gone, she's alone. I try to do little things to make her happy but I can't be around her too much because we don't get along. She's always contradicting anything I say about anything and she's always criticizing me. There's more but I've said more than i probably should already...

Well I am stuck in Pennsylvania for the night

I miss Pennsylvania. :(
 
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WHAT IS A BROCCOLI WOMAN?
xD BW had his dog with him in one of his avatars, but he had a heavy filter on it and someone humorously misidentified his dog as a giant piece of broccoli. Dog has since then been dubbed broccoli dog.

Now there's a chick in his pic and I saw no reason to alter a perfectly good trend. If it ain't broke, broccoli.
#allhailthebroccolidog
 
xD BW had his dog with him in one of his avatars, but he had a heavy filter on it and someone humorously misidentified his dog as a giant piece of broccoli. Dog has since then been dubbed broccoli dog.

Now there's a chick in his pic and I saw no reason to alter a perfectly good trend. If it ain't broke, broccoli.
#allhailthebroccolidog

So it isn't one of those woman who only eat broccoli and therefore start to resemble one, especially in the 'smell like' department ... you are what you eat ... after all ...
 
xD BW had his dog with him in one of his avatars, but he had a heavy filter on it and someone humorously misidentified his dog as a giant piece of broccoli. Dog has since then been dubbed broccoli dog.

Now there's a chick in his pic and I saw no reason to alter a perfectly good trend. If it ain't broke, broccoli.
#allhailthebroccolidog

-_- Shut it. That's the last time anyone/anything is in a photo with me! My next pic I'll be sharing with actual Broccoli. And since I don't really care for broccoli... I will take a selfie with it at Walmart. Also, that was seoulsearch who said that lol.

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xD BW had his dog with him in one of his avatars, but he had a heavy filter on it and someone humorously misidentified his dog as a giant piece of broccoli. Dog has since then been dubbed broccoli dog.

Now there's a chick in his pic and I saw no reason to alter a perfectly good trend. If it ain't broke, broccoli.
#allhailthebroccolidog
I normally would have found this humorous, but I think that might have been his little sister.

In any case, its one thing to make fun of a pic of someone's dog, but it's another thing altogether to make fun of a pic of someone they care about...


(and I know you probably meant no offense)
 
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Well I wasn't always like this. I used to be the opposite of what I am now. It's just the last several years have taken its toll on me and all that negative stuff from my past seems to be how it started. As I get older, I'm losing my will to fight on and all I want to do is lay down and wait til God takes me home. I try to put on a 'normal face' for everyone to see, but it's hard to do that anymore because people around are often insensitive.

Anyway, it's complicated... I'm afraid to go back to work because of the horrible experience I went through on my last job. I was bullied and shunned by everyone even my boss and I gave 110% because I told myself I was working for God (but I never discussed religion with them). They were a clique and they simply didn't want me, plus there was a big age difference.

Also, I have no marketable skills anymore. I can't go back into pharmacy because now I'm very forgetful and have trouble thinking sometimes. On top of that, I worry about my mom. Her and my dad were both retired and spent all their time together. Now that he's gone, she's alone. I try to do little things to make her happy but I can't be around her too much because we don't get along. She's always contradicting anything I say about anything and she's always criticizing me. There's more but I've said more than i probably should already...



I miss Pennsylvania. :(

Sounds like you could need a healing week(end). Had lots of them in Canada, Baton Rouge, England, later they even had 'em here.
 
I normally would have found this humorous, but I think that might have been his little sister.

In any case, its one thing to make fun of a pic of someone's dog, but it's another thing altogether to make fun of a pic of someone they care about...


(and I know you probably meant no offense)

Thanks, Zero. I appreciate it. It wasn't my sister, but I'm not offended or anything. Crosstweed & I can joke like that I think, so no worries! Everything's good. :)

My thoughts right now are that I need to stop waking up after 3 hours of sleep. This isn't okay. zzz
I also fell asleep during a movie and have no idea where we were.. at least this isn't the VHS era lol.
 
Thanks, Zero. I appreciate it. It wasn't my sister, but I'm not offended or anything. Crosstweed & I can joke like that I think, so no worries! Everything's good. :)

My thoughts right now are that I need to stop waking up after 3 hours of sleep. This isn't okay. zzz
I also fell asleep during a movie and have no idea where we were.. at least this isn't the VHS era lol.

Good to know (about u and crosstweed :)). I have the same problem (waking up after 3 hours). It can really mess up one's sleep schedule :(. Thanks for the rep! :)
 
Sounds like you could need a healing week(end). Had lots of them in Canada, Baton Rouge, England, later they even had 'em here.
Thanks, Coby. :) I could probably make a big improvement if I just fix my sleep schedule and start exercising again. [sigh]
 
-_- Shut it. That's the last time anyone/anything is in a photo with me! My next pic I'll be sharing with actual Broccoli. And since I don't really care for broccoli... I will take a selfie with it at Walmart. Also, that was seoulsearch who said that lol.

tumblr_mcx5h7co0I1rnvwt1.gif

I'm confused. I really don't think she was trying to offend you. Your new avatar was very sweet and I thought it was quite funny that she blocked your view.