I personally don't think there is anything wrong with asking questions. I have just received a lot of negativity, so I tended to keep my questions to myself. It's probably also contributed to me losing my faith,and through that I feel like I have made some really poor life choices and surrounded myself with people that bring me down. But now I don't know how to get out of the rut I've landed myself in. ������
He wants us to know that no matter how bad life gets or how alone we feel we can always run to him and he will always have open arms ready and even very eager to embrace us. if one has this with him then no matter how much they are lacking at the time they will know him like they never could dream, his heart is one I have sought after exhaustively and the beauty i found in it the depth of his wonder and love I found amazed me, at first I followed him because I was a christian but soon as he and I became closer as he and I fell more and more in love with each other I began to adore who he is I sought after him because I was madly in love with him.
to get from your rut I will tell you what Father told me when I was first saved and asked how to be a Christian what being a Christina really means- seek Love above all else and everything else will fall into place.